"nicki where are you!?!?!" lauren asked panicking. "I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!" nick cried. tt took the phone away from lauren, "nicki don't say that... just tell me where you are and i'll come pick you up and we can talk about it," tt reasoned. all she heard as a response on the other line was sobbing, sniffling and the pitter patter of rain in the back ground. "nicki.....nicki....nic please answer me," tt pleaded. nicki was breathing so hard contemplating her next move. "goodbye," "what nicki wai....." tt was interrupted by the buzzing of lauren's phone indicating the call ended.
12 HOURS BEFORE
three months have passed since drake and nicki meet. they have been getting along very VERY well. they became best friends and talked daily. it seemed as if they had a daily routine. drake would wake up call her and talk to her for two good hours. they would take a shower (not together or in the same place) brush their teeth etc. drake would go to work, while nicki would sculpt, paint or make pottery. after they did that it would be around 5 o'clock when drake would come over and they would talk and joke around till she'd fall asleep. he would tuck her in and kiss her goodnight before leaving and going home. but today was different drake called her but she didn't pick up he tried a few more times but still nothing. he shook it off deciding to call her later. he got ready and went to gis exhibit. while drake was working on his new exhibit he couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong. he stopped and decided to call nicki again. still no answer. wanting to give nicki space so she doesn't find him as a stalker, drake decided to wait till later and drop by her house.
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" nicki i know you're hungry. open the door i have some of your favorites Chinese rice with some sea food on the side," lauren convinced. she got no answer so she went on. " its that fish you like with shrimp and soda. i don't have any steak or salad i didn't think that would be a good mix," lauren humored. with no response lauren gave up. "fine nicki you win i know what today is and what happened on this date depresses you but you won't have to feel alone if you'd let us in. we all love you and you always distance yourself from us around this time and a few weeks after. its not fun for you and you make it the same for us. hopefully one year you would spend this day around the people that love you instead of in your room." with that lauren left her door and went down the stairs.
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*NICKI'S POV*
no one understands me." stay around the people that love you," what a bunch of bull. IS SHE INTENTIONALLY TRYING PISS ME OFF!!!! SHE KNOWS DAMN WELL THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT LOVED ME ARE DEAD!!!!!! and it's all my fault.
*NO ONE'S POV*
nicki started to cry for the umpteenth time today. today was the fourteenth anniversary of her families death. every year at this time she would lock herself in her room and go over the scenes of that day in her head over and over again. this time for some reason she was hurting more. something was different about this year something was off. she was aware of drake's missed calls and every time her phone rang she didn't even flinch. she was in and out of sleep. when she wasn't asleep she was crying. when she was asleep she was having nightmares about that night. she was a wreck.
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drake was on his way of nicki's house. he finished the day early because he knew something wasn't right. when he go there he knocked on the door impatiently. tt answered and he walked right passed her to nicki's room. he tried to open the door but it was locked and she never locked her door. "nicki are you okay its me drake." he got no response. lauren walked out of her room from across the hallway.
"she's not gong to answer you she is always like this at this time."
"what are you talking about," drake said while turning around.
"today is the day her family died. it happened along time ago when she was around ten or eleven. she became depressed ever since. so depressed she lost her eye sight. the incident blurred her vision but she could see after they got her out of there."
" got her out of what," drake questioned. before lauren could respond nicki swung her door open banging it on the wall.
"lauren shut up," nicki said through gritted teeth. " you know nothing absolutely nothing about what happened so my family shouldn't be coming out your mouth!!!!!" she screamed this time.
"nicki i'm sorry i di...." before she could finish nicki pushed through her and drake and started to speed walk down the stairs. tripping over the last one she felt her way to the back door. drake jogged after her and grabbed her waist while she was trying to unlock the door. "nicki calm down lets talk." nicki didn't say anything she kept trying to unlock the door feeling her way to the knob pulling at it. she was becoming frustrated tears pouring out of her eyes. "nicki stop lets sit down and talk okay," drake said putting his hand on her face and wiping away some of her tears. she smacked his hand finding the lock and knob again. finally turning it the right way the door opened. "nicki stop," he said closing the door still holding her waist. he grabbed her hands and she started to wiggle in his grip. "let go of me now!!!!" "nicki stop fighting me," drake commanded while managing to pick up one leg. nicki started to swing the other leg and it swung in between drake's legs. drake fell to the floor still holding her. she rolled out of his arms as his hands went to hold junior. nicki got on her feet a little unbalanced and felt her way to the door. feeling for the knob, she couldn't find it. lauren ran down the stairs when she heard drake groaning and got on her knees beside him asking what happened. nicki heard her and started panicking feeling for the knob. she finally found it and yanked it open running out the door. "get nicki," drake said while still rolling on the floor in pain. lauren took off after her. chasing her into the wooden area behind the house. nicki was stumbling over sticks having no idea where she was going.she just kept on running. holding on to trees for leverage, she heard some rustling in the back ground and started running even faster. lauren hot on her tails. nicki slipped and rolled down a steep hill. finally reaching the end nicki laid there in so much pain. lauren stopped when she didnt see anymore movement. she started to yell her name but got no answer or so she thought. "lauren, i'm down here," she tried to crock out but it wouldn't come out. lauren turned around and headed toward the house to get drake. nicki laid there feeling dizzy seeing spots. she was trying her hardest to stay calm and awake. but then she started to sink into darkness even darker than it was before.
TO BE CONTINUED.........
comment please sorry for any eras too tired to go over the chapter.
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