i wanna stay with you ch.16

authors note: i wanna give a shout out to Danielle B and Jamesha Robinson for being my first ever comments yall rock for that. even though i'm sick i'm still posting this chapter cause they made me that happy.

     nicki had been in the hospital for three weeks now. today was the day she got out. the doctors believe that her injuries have healed enough and were relieved that she was leaving. nicki was what the  doctors called the patient out of  hell. she wouldn't eat, cried all day, wouldn't take her meds, and tried countless times to escape. she fought with the nurses and the doctor and wouldn't let anyone visit her but drake. the hospital was more than happy to get nicki out of there.

"okay mr. graham her internal bleeding has stopped, she still have some scratches and bruises. her broken wrist will be fully healed in three weeks here is her discharge papers,"the nurse said super fast trying to speed things up.


"um thank you can i get her perscripti......"


"'here you go got it right here now sign here and you can take her home," the nurse interrupted  with such eagerness.


"okay," drake replied looking for a pen. "do you have a....."


"here," she interrupted throwing a pen at him. he signed the paper and took the prescription.

"wait here while i go get her," the nurse said before she ran to nicki's room. two minutes later she came back rolling nicki in a wheelchair. "have a nice life- i mean day" the nurse said with a fake smile.


"yeah thanks,"drake said unconvinced. drake led nicki to the car and helped her in.


"where are we going?" nicki asked while drake put on her seat belt.


"i'm going to take you home."


"no i'm not going back there. take me anywhere but there," nicki demanded.


"you have to go home because all your stuff is there. haven't you ignored them enough you wouldn't let them visit you when they did come you gave them the silent treatment. nicki enough is enough,"drake reasoned.


"i didn't ignore them i ignored lauren and  don't want to be around her."


"why?"


"because she is a bitch that needs to learn how to keep my families name out her mouth,"nicki said through clenched teeth. the car got silent drake didn't know what to tell her to change her mind. she seemed pretty serious about it. nicki crossed her arms over her chest and let the tear she has been holding on to slowly fall down her cheek. drake, not wanting to upset her even more, gave up.


"okay then where do you want to go?" drake asked starting the car.


"can i stay with you please. just for awhile," she asked uncrossing her arms.


"i don't know if that is a good idea what if......."


"please just for awhile i don't want to go back there," nicki pleaded wiping her eyes. the car went silent again and he turned the car off.


"i don't know  how to take care of you like lauren and tt does. it would be best for your well being if you stay with them."


"i am not a baby i don't need anybody to take care of me," nicki said raising her voice.


"then why are you asking to live with me? huh? nic you're not eligible to live by yourself and you know that. you need someone to be with you and it would be safer and wise to live with the people you grew up with," drake reasoned.


"drake please," nicki was barely able to get out through the tears. drake was stressed out and just wanted to go home and take a hot shower. if taking nicki with him would make the process faster then he was willing to do that.


"alright nicki just.......just stop crying please."


"thanks,"  nicki said while feeling for him and giving him a hug. drake started the car and drove to his condo. by the time he got there she was sleeping against the window. he turned the car off and went over to the passenger's side of the car. he opened the door slowly and caught her head before it fell. he unbuckled her seat belt and carried her inside the house. he laid her down in the guest room before he went to his room and took a long hot shower. he got out and went straight to bed with nothing but his boxers on.

"this is gong to take a lot of getting used to.



*comment please*

please hold me pt.3 ch.15

*PRESENT*


     "nicki where are you!?!?!" lauren asked panicking.  "I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!" nick cried. tt took the phone away from lauren, "nicki don't say that... just tell me where you are and i'll come pick you up and we can talk about it," tt reasoned. all she heard as a response on the other line was sobbing, sniffling and the pitter patter of rain in the back ground. "nicki.....nicki....nic please answer me," tt pleaded. nicki was breathing so hard contemplating her next move. "goodbye," "what nicki wai....." tt was interrupted by the buzzing of lauren's phone indicating the call ended.

      nicki started walking. every step she took her vision became more clearer and she became younger. the rain was clearing up and soon there was nothing but the moon in the sky. she continued to walk until she was in front of  her childhood home, as the ten year old onika. she walked up the stairs to her front porch and stood there. she hesitantly reached for the door knob then stopped. she took a deep breath and put her hand on the knob. slowly she turned the knob and walked in. she was bum rushed by her mom yelling her name and hugging and kissing her.

"nicki are you okay?!did anyone try to hurt you?! carol panicked while checking if she had any bruises or scratches."don't you ever run out like that do you understand me onika?"

"yes mommy,"nicki replied on the verge of tears. nicki felt like she had no control of her body. she felt as if she was there re living the worst day of her life. carol seeing her daughter a little out of it, engulfed nicki into a huge embrace. nicki soaked it all in missing her mothers hugs.

"are you hungry?" carol asked still hugging nicki.

"no," nicki replied.

"okay got upstairs and go to bed okay?"

"okay mommy,"nick made her way up stairs and to do what her mom told her to do. her older brother already went to sleep. so she went straight into the room that she shared with her younger brother. he was asleep too. she crawled into her bed.

"no don't go to sleep!!! you have to save your family!!! nooo!!!" nicki screamed while her body was slowly going to sleep. she closed her eyes only to be awoken by smell of smoke. nicki jumped out of her bed. the room was filled with smoke. she ran over to her little brothers bed, "makiya wake up!!" nicki screamed. he didnt move. nicki kept trying but soon the smoke became to much. she was coughing violently. she ran out the room and stumbled down the stars. "MOM!!!!!....JELANI!!!!...." she screamed but got no answer.

"nicki.....nicki.....nicki....nicki..." she heard her name being called in the distance. she started yelling there names again but she got no response. she felt her body being roughly shaken. she woke up in a pile of tears, 24 years old and blind. she was breathing heavily and her skin felt like it was on fire. a fast beeping sound in the background made nicki panic even more. she felt someone hold her.

" shhhhh it's all right you're okay i got you, i got you," drake said calming her down, she relaxed in his arms.

"where am i," nicki choked out.

" you're in the hospital don't worry you're okay," drake replied. the beeping on her monitor  was slowing down.

" hold me tighter drake," she pleaded.

"okay," he held her closer to him while pressing a button on the side of her bed calling for a nurse."just go back to sleep okay?" she shook  her head then fell asleep on his chest.

*sorry for any eras *