Sunday, July 28, 2013

*new story*

okay i've said in the past i've been thinking of another storyline. maybe that's the reason why i've lost some interest in this story because i've been only thinking of that story. i originally intended to update this blog then give a link to the other one at the end of the new chapter. however everytime i try to write the chapter i just stop and click off. i've already written the other stories chapter and i would have posted that one but i just can't get this chapter done. so i'm going to post that chapter and post this chapter next week. i've already written the majority of this chapter but i think it's bullshit and i hate when people write bullshit chapters so i'm not going to do that to you guys. i also hate when people read bullshit chapters and comment on them saying it's great so if i've ever posted a bullshitty chapter tell me so i can go jump off a roof. lol back to the subject the link to the other blog is right here  ------>   http://neverbrokendrickific.blogspot.com/ enjoy

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

reunited ch.23

*NICKI*

i agreed to talk to her but i was a bit hesitant considering the fact that last time we talked we weren't on good terms. brian excused himself and i waited for lauren to speak. instead lauren wrapped her arms around me in a long warm embrace. this caught me completely off guard and it took me  awhile to finally hug her back.

"nicki i'm sorry i should have never said anything about them. I just thought drake should've know what happened at the time-"

"but that's not what happened," i interrupted.

"i know.....now. it's just every time i'd try to get you to talk about it you'd say you don't want to talk about it.......that i probably know more about what happened than you so i thought the story that went around was true," lauren paused because she was starting to tear up. " and i'm sorry please forgive me."

"i've already forgiven you okay? just don't ever bring it up again." i told her hugging her tighter before dropping my hands.

"laur?"

"hmm," lauren hummed still hugging me.

"how long are you going to hug me," i giggling.

"shut up i'm catching up on old times," she said causing us both to laugh. lauren pulled away and as if on cue the rest of the gang came and suffocated me with questions.

"okay so are we all cool?"tt asked

"yeah are we allowed to see your big ass head again?" sb asked ignorantly. there was a five second pause before tt and lauren started yelling at him. i heard a smack sound so i know for sure someone hit him on his head

"don't listen to him nic he a damn fool," one of them said.

"okay, okay." i laughed. "we can be cool again as long as yall answer this one question."

"what?" they all asked in unison.

"during the water fight whose team were yall on?"

"yours of course," they said and continued with the questions. we spent what felt like hours catching up.

"nic when you moving back in," lauren asked.

"to be honest i don't want to move back in i like it here with drake," i whispered.

"oooo you want some of that drizzy," tt squealed.

"ewww i don't want to hear all that," sb said and of course lauren agreed making a gagging sound.

"not in that way you guys," i reassured them. " i just like it over here," i smiled.

"mhm," one of them hummed unconvinced. fortunately someone came and grabbed me out the group before they could interrogate me.

*DRAKE*

"umm where are we going?" she asked while i unintentionally dragged her to the pool.

"we're gonna go for a little swim," i informed her. she started to pull away from me and had a scared look on her face.

"what's wrong?" i asked her.

"i don't wanna swim i'm afraid i might drown," she said still trying to pull away from me.

"but you've been in my pool before," i reasoned.

"i know bu-,"

"but nothing i got you," i said while wrapping my arm around her waist and guiding her closer to the water.

"just hold your breath until you get your head completely above the water okay," i said more as a statement than a question. she shook her head and held me closer. i counted to three and we both jumped in. as soon as we hit the water she started freaking out. i grabbed her and took her to the surface. she wrapped her whole body around me and buried her head in my neck. of course i found this completely adorable. shit i wouldn't mind if we stay in this position all night but people started complaining talking about  we in the way. nigga you in my pool. so as long as you in my pool shut the fuck up. eventually nicki relaxed a bit and that's when the fun started. we played all sorts of pool games but the one she seemed most fascinated by was noodle war. the one when you get on someones shoulders and you knock someone off with a noodle. i really don't know why she liked that so much. she kept losing.  she'd swing and miss then get a face full of noodle. if i knew she was this bad at the game i would have bet her on noodle war instead of a water fight.

nicki seemed to be having a blast. me on the other hand was slowly getting annoyed. brian mcfake kept looking at us doing our thang instead of staying in his business. why can't he see that she don't want him. not like i care if they go out like nicki can do her own thing for all i care. i don't like her like that i just don't like the vibe that nigga gives off. that's why i'm acting like this right? yeah drake you ain't doin nothin wrong by acting this way.

*NO ONE'S POV*

drake continued to persuade himself that what he was about to do next was to get rid of him and nothing more. he watched brian swim underwater for a while before he came to the top.

"hey nic you want to see who can hold their breath underwater the longest?" drake asked.

"yeah another opportunity to beat you. just don't let go of me," she said while holding onto him tighter.

"how you gon slick say you beat me in everything then tell me to hold you?" drake mumbled more to himself that to her.he waited till the next time brian went under before he went under with nicki. he waited till brian was looking to grab nicki's head and giving her a deep sensual kiss. nicki delayed for a few seconds before kissing him back. his tongue was begging for the entrance into her mouth. when she finally opened it he took complete control. his hands were all tangled in her hair. she held onto him tighter than before feeling butterflies in her stomach, the good ones of course. brian definitely saw this. he was baffled. he thought nicki and him were actually getting somewhere. a lot of things were running through his mind as he watched drake and nicki tongue each other down. he was so out of it he accidentally inhaled some water. he sprung out of the pool coughing violently. some people came up to him and tried to help him but kept shooing them away.

"i'm fine really," he  said still coughing. meanwhile in the pool nicki's air was running low. she pulled away and was trying to push herself up. drake got the hint and swam to the top. nicki was taking big breaths she was a little out of it. the look on her face made drake regret what he did. that was until her mouth turned into a huge smile making him smile back.

"i win," he grinned.

"yeah," she paused still catching her breath. "i guess you do."



*COMMENT PLEASE I REALLY HATED THIS CHAPTER. I JUST HAD TO FINISH IT TO GET TO THE OTHER CHAPTER. WHICH IS GOING TO BE LONGER AND BETTER BECAUSE SO MUCH IDEAS ARE GOING THROUGH MY HEAD. SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT AND SORRY IT'S SHORT*

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

*posting when?*

okay i've been gone awhile and i've sorta forgot about this blog and the storyline. i've been thinking about the other plot in my head but i'm going to be posting soon don't know when. the whole ultimatum was more of a break time cause i knew you guys wouldn't reach my limitations. but you came close if i combine the two post together i guess. anyway i'm over the whole lack of commenting. the break gave me time to think and i'm fine with it for now of course posting soon!!!  so look out for that.............

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

*RESTRICTION*

just because i'm typing this in green doesn't make this message a nice one.  (i can't use red because of my background) anyway i don't like to be demanding since that's not how i am but i wonder how my chapters gets all these views but they only gets 1 or 2 comments. i get comments from my brand new follower (LiyahBarbie) more than people who have  been reading this blog from day one. i'm desperate enough to read negative comments at this point. if you don't like this blog that is fine just tell  me. tell  me what you don't like, what you want to change and i'll take it into consideration. i understand that some people read off their phones and they can't comment from the type of phone they have. i can relate to you i've been in that situation. however to those who can comment i'd appreciate it if you did. i have triple digit views i at least expect double digit comments. and until i get that on my last chapter i'm not going to post the next chapter. i'm not going to keep writing if people don't like it. on the bright side i've thought of another storyline and if i can get the details right in my head i'll make another blog for it.

Thursday, June 6, 2013

it's war pt.2 ch.22

'"it's now 2:30 in the afternoon my soldiers are on there way. nicki's have yet to arrive as well,"drake said into his camera. he slowly crept into the living room and came up behind the couch nicki was sitting on.

"i'm stalking the prey. i'm examining its interaction among its habitat," drake whispered.

"you know i can hear you right?"

"the prey is becoming rowdy. i know exactly what will tame it," drake muttered in her ear.

"oh really, drake if you touch me i'll deck yo ass in the face," she threatened.

"i won't doubt its abilities to attack. it seems to amaze me every time with its talents. but..."

"but what," nicki interrupted.

"its senses may be strong but it never knows when i'll attack," he said while gradually raising his voice.

"drake you sound like a dork."

"taunting ehh we'll see about that," he said while jumping over the couch and started tickling her.

"nooooo," she whined. drake held the camera in his mouth and started tickling her with both hands. nicki started to laugh uncontrollably. her face was turning red and tears were pouring out her eyes.

"stooopppp i'mm sooorrrryyyyyy!!!!!" she laughed. but no matter how much she pleaded he didn't stop.

"MMMMAAAAMMMAA!!!!!!" nicki yelled. drake tried to cover her mouth while tickling her with the other, but nicki kept screaming.

"yes honey!?!" mamma G yelled back but only got muffled sounds as a response. mamma G left her room and went downstairs to find drake on top of a red faced, teary eyed nicki.

"AUBREY DRAKE GRAHAM GET OFF OF HER RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!" mamma G yelled. drake sprung off nicki and put his hands up in defense.

"momma it's war if she can't take it she might as well forfeit. plus she threatened to punch me. she was taunting me mamma," drake said defensively. mamma G went over to the couch and helped nicki up.

"nick is that true?" mamma G asked. nick shook her head no while trying to catch her breath.

"ma she lyin i got it all on camera."

"give me the that. you should be ashamed of yourself." mamma G focused the camera on drake and said, "nicki got get him." she pushed nicki in the direction of drake.

"no ma i was just simply defending myself." he said moving from nicki.

"aubrey stop moving. nicki to your right," mamma G instructed. nicki felt him slapping her arms away so she knew she was close. she started swinging willy nilly and drake fell to the floor. nicki got a hold of his shirt and started punching him harder, while mamma G yelled," GET HIM NICKI," repeatedly in the background. the chants was only making nicki hit him harder and faster than before. when nicki was finished she kicked him and mamma G hugged her.

"good job honey," she said while squeezing her tightly.

"now that was caught on camera," mamma G said while placing the camera beside him and taking nicki upstairs to get ready for the water fight. drake rolled over and held his arm in pain since that was what she was mainly hitting.

"this isn't' over!!! this is far from over!!!!!" he yelled. he stood up and grabbed the camera.

"i've been attacked by two enemies. this is truely war," he said before turning off the camera. he went upstairs and got prepared too. he wore some camouflage pants, with a tie around his head, black boots, with no shirt and two stripes of black paint on each cheek. by the time he was finished people started arriving. he greeted all his soldiers and mean mugged all hers. they went to the backyard to find nerf guns and vests all around. he waited for everyone to get there before he told them what the rules are.

"okay so this is what is going to happen. everyone has a gun and a vest. now the vest are specially made to weigh you down when it's full of water. once you're down you're down. the concept of the game is to eliminate all the soldiers on the other team. the rule is there are no rules," drake said before putting on his vest and picking up his gun.

"oh  if you fall in the pool take the vest off so you don't drown. after my team wins,"drake stopped to smile at his cockiness. "we'll have a pool party but we can't if you die in my pool. soooo playsafe kids." everybody put on their vest and picked up a gun.

"oh and one last thing before we start, if your team captain, which is me for the winners and nicki for the losers, is soaked no matter who is winning that team automatically loses. so make sure to protect your  captain. we'll start in 15 minutes. that gives you enough time to set up a game plan," drake informed before gathering his people and working out a plan. he went over to his mom and asked,"ma since you're not playing would you record it?"

"no problem honey," she said before taking the camera. drake checked his watch and ran back to his team.

"the game starts in 5......4.......3.......2......1!!!!!!"he yelled. once he said one everybody went crazy. water was flying everywhere and people were dropping like bricks. drake was heavily guarded by his team and apparently she was too because he couldn't see her. she was his only target and his main goal. he continued to look through the crowd of people that were rapidly decreasing. he finally spotted her, but was so distracted by the man that was all up on her, that he didn't notice someone was getting him from behind. he ran and hid behind some trees to try and get his head straight. he peaked out to find that almost everybody was down it was and even plain field. he ran back out and helped his remaining players but soon it was just him nicki and the brown eyed bastard that was all in her space.

*DRAKE*

it was like me and him were having a stare down. no one moved, no one did as much as blink. i didn't like the way he positioned nicki behind him as if i'm going to hurt her. i outta beat his ass just for touching her. we both pulled the trigger on our guns but both of us were out of water. we dropped it slowly keeping our eyes on each other. then as if on cue we both ran to a down soldier and took their gun. i got to mines first and took dat nigga down. i felt good as hell but i wish the nigga fell into the pool and was unable to take off the damn vest. i walked over to nicki with a sly grin on my face as if she could see me and pointed my gun at her. being me of course i had to say a corny line from a movie.

"say your last words nika." before my ass could blink twice she pulled a water hose from behind her back and started swinging it around taking my ass down. everything felt like it was going in slow motion but i hit the ground within seconds. as soon as i hit the dirt her team sprung up in triumph. that brian mcknight wanna be picked her up and started swinging her around as if that's his girl. i was about to push the nigga off of her but the damn vest held me down. that's when it finally dawned on me, i lost. in an instant i became somewhat disappointed i really wanted that damn kiss. not like i got feelings for her it's just that it would have been nice and what man wouldn't want somebody calling them papi you know what i mean. anyway after that like i promised we partied.


*NO ONE'S POV*

the losing team set up the barbeque and lawn chairs. everyone was having a blast swimming in drake's pool, drinking, mainly just going crazy. drake was barbecuing steak, hot dogs, and burgers while his mom helped him.

"oh aubrey here's your camera," she said taking it out of her apron and giving it to him. drake dropped what he was doing and wiped his hands before taking the camera. he completely forgot she was recording the fight.

"ma did you record everything?"

"'yeah."

"are you sure?" he said while fast forwarding through the video.

"yes sweety." drake started the video from the beginning and watched it to the end. he was smiling at some parts especially the part when he shot that i unknown man. drake started looking for nicki because he still hadn't given her her props for beating him at the end. he spotted her sitting in a lawn chair with mystery man and had an offended look on his face that caught his mom's attention.

"honey what's wrong?"

"ma do you know who that is?" he asked pointing to mystery man.

"oh that's brian he's my friend's son," she said as if it was nothing.

"okay but what is he doing here?" drake asked impatiently.

"well me and nicki bumped into him one day at the mall and he seemed very infatuated with her. so we exchanged numbers and they have been talking ever since. so when this water fight came up she asked him if he wanted to play and he said yes and here he is," she said in one quick breath.

"how did they exchange numbers when she doesn't have a phone."

"she talks to him on my phone," she said fixing a burger, wrapping it in tin foil and putting it with the rest.

"ma i don't like him. he's all in her space. touching her and her hair..........he just gives off a bad vibe," he said with a sour face.

"ohh hush up drake he's a very nice guy he's sweet, charming, handsome, and intelligent. you would like him if you talked to him. you two are very much alike. you know he reminds me of you in away," she reassured. drake rolled his eyes before walking over to nicki.

"hey nic," he said standing right infront of her.

"hello loser," she said in a mocking tone.

"mhm i just came over to tell you congrats. you won and a deal is a deal."

"aww thank you," she said blushing a little.

"and i came bearing gifts," he said pulling a wrapped up steak from behind his back. "i know how you like my steaks so i saved you one before they were all gone."

"OOMMMGGG!!! you cooked steak? thank you drake but if this is some type of way of getting out of our bet it's not working," she said smiling.

"oh noo a bet is a bet i gave you my word so i'll teach you."

"teach her what?" brain asked finally getting into the conversation.

"he said if he lost the water fight he had to teach me how to drive."

"uhh how are you going to do that?" brain asked.

"why don't you let me worry about that" drake said slightly harsh but with a smile on his face. brain brushed it off and smiled back at him not taking it to heart. the environment became awkward and quiet. the only thing being heard is people screaming and the splash of water.

"so what did you have to do if you lost?" he asked nicki trying to ease the mood.

"uh i had to give him a kiss and call him something. i don't remember because i knew i was gonna win," she said cocky. brain just shook his head.

"yeah, nika i'll just put this in the refrigerator and cut it up like you like it," he said referring to the steak. he bent down and kissed her on the side of her lip before he went inside. nicki was blushing really hard  by his actions then continued her conversation with brain. the conversation was actually getting interesting until-

"uhh excuse me can i talk to you for a minute nicki?" she asked.

"lauren?"

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Monday, June 3, 2013

*sorry*

i've been super lazy lately. i've had time to write another chapter but i haven't so i'll post sometime this week. i'm so sorry for keeping yall waiting. i'll post soon.

Sunday, May 19, 2013

it's war pt.1 ch.21

   the next day drake woke up to nicki laid out in his bed. her and mamma G were up until 9:00 p.m. calling people for the water fight. then drake messed with her till 3:00 a.m. so she would be to tired to go through with it. he saw it as an easy win. drake moved her hair from her face and kissed her forehead like he would  every morning when he'd wake up to her beautiful face. he got out of bed and washed up before going down stairs to find breakfast on the stove covered with a plate. mamma G was sitting in one of the stools eating her breakfast while reading a book.

"hey ma what'd you make," he asked while kissing her forehead.

"oh nothing special just some bacon, eggs and pancakes with some fruit punch," she said concentrating on the book. drake made a sour face.

"eh ma you know i'm not the biggest fan of pancakes. i'm a waffle guy."

"i'm sorry hun but we were all out of waffles, and you ran out of the ingredients for me to make any," she reasoned.

"alright i'll try them," drake said while sitting down at the table. nicki was slowly coming downstairs. she looked completely exhausted. she walked into the kitchen and mamma G stopped what she was doing and greeted her.

"hello sweetie," she said while hugging her. she pulled away and noticed nicki's expression.

"oh honey what's wrong? are you okay?" she asked concerned. at this point drake had a devilish smile on his face.

"i'm fine," she said while resting her head on mamma G.

"eat some breakfast maybe you'll feel better," mamma G said.

"okay." mamma G sat nicki down at the table and got her and drake's plate. she sat them in front of them and took the plate from on top of nicki's food to reveal blueberry waffles, french toast, crispy eggs, bacon, with tropical fruit punch, and a little milkshake with wipe cream.

"hopefully you'll fell better," mamma G hoped. drake on the other hand was shocked to see all that for one person. he took the plate off his food to find pancakes, with some plain eggs with bacon and punch.

"ma what is this?" drake asked a little harshly.

"what do you mean i told you what i made you."

"you said we didn't have no more waffles, but there is a stack laying on her plate. her eggs are supper crispy, her bacon looks better den mine, and you gave me punch."

"what's so wrong with that?" she asked.

"you gave her tropical fruit punch," he semi-yelled.

"aubrey don't use that tone with me i did run out of waffles cause there was only enough for six and i don't eat pancakes so i ate three and gave three to nicki. i got tired of making eggs after i made nicki's so i'm sorry if you can't see brown on your plate. the bacon is the same it's just that your plate was a little wet making it soggy and punch is punch."

"but ma you spelled loser in bacon on top of my pancake............AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN PUT SYRUP ON IT," he wined.

"there is syrup on the counter if you want some so bad go get it. poor nicki is over here looking like she might pass out any minute and you're worried about whose breakfast looks better. you know i raised you better than that," mamma G mumbled while going back to reading her book. nicki was giggling while eating her breakfast and every now and then drake would mean mug her. drake finished before her and went to the sink to wash his dishes. he went back to the table and came up from behind her and whispered, "if you think i wasn't gonna get you just know i am ten times worse than before." drake checked to see if his mom was looking before he continued, "if i were you i would just pay up right now and save yourself the embarrassment."

"mhm whatever if i were you i'd get out of my ear before mamma see's you and whoops your ass. and i would be happy to listen," she whispered back.

"we'll see about that," he said before walking away. drake walked upstairs to his room and  went through all his contacts. he already had some people that agreed to be on his team he just wanted more. he kept calling until he was satisfied he was gonna win without a doubt. he went back downstairs to find nicki sleeping on the couch and his mom on the opposite side of her still reading her book. he sat n the to step stalking his prey.

"this is going to be too easy."


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Sunday, May 12, 2013

left out ch.20

*DRAKE*

it's been a month since my mom came over to visit. usually i would enjoy every minute of her presence but lately she has been hogging nicki. i love that they are bonding but nowadays i barely get to talk to either of them. it must be getting worse because sometimes she stays in the guest room with my mom and falls asleep there and i kinda liked nicki sleeping with me. she has the cutest little pout on her face while she's sleeping. her lips stick out and she'd arch her eyebrows, which i find so sexy. especially when she's cold she snuggles into the sheets and when that doesn't work she'll look for something to cuddle into. some times i'd wake up to her head buried into my chest, half way on top of me with her arms wrapped around my torso. what a way to wake up huh. well not anymore. can't believe i'm finna say this but i think my mom stole my best friend.

*AUTHOR*

drake walked downstairs into the kitchen and saw nicki resting her head on his mom's shoulder while they were talking. he instinctively rolled his eyes.

"hello aubrey how are you," mamma G asked.

"annoyed," he muttered under his breath.

"what honey?"

"i said i'm fine. ma can i talk to you right quick?"

"uh sure," she said a little unsure because of the way he asked. the went to the living room leaving nicki in the kitchen.

"what's on your mind honey?"

"ma can you lay off a bit?"

"what do you mean?"

"you know with nicki you guys spend every waking moment with each other i wanna spend time with her too." mamma G gave him an offended look.

"and you too of course," he interjected.

"do you like her aubrey?" mamma G said while giving him a devilish smile.

"no!! i just wanna spend sometime with her... and you because i'm feeling left out." drake reasoned.

"alright son i'll stop cock blocking," mamma G said while air quoting the last two words. drake buried his head in his hands embarrassed by her choice of words. she got up and went back into the kitchen with drake not far behind her. mamma G yawned out of nowhere and said she was tired and went upstairs leaving nicki and drake alone.

"what's up nic?"drake said striking up a conversation.

"i'm okay," she said so innocently even though she didn't look close to it with her booty shorts and tank top.

"what do you wanna do today since my mom is sleeping?"

"i wanna get back to sculpting. it's been awhile and i'm starting to miss it," she said looking down. drake lifted her head trying to get some type of eye contact but her head just went back to its previous position.

"okay maybe you can teach me a few things," he said jokingly causing her to smile.

"not like i need it i'm one of the best artist in the country," he said extremely cocky.

"eww i hated when your like that it's such a turn off," she said slowly getting out of her seat leaving drake there dumb-founded.

"so wait!!" he called after her. he sprung out of his seat and caught her right when she was about to leave the kitchen, which wasn't very hard because she walks extremely slow considering her condition. he stood right in front of her blocking her path.

"so i turn you on?" he asked slyly. nicki felt heat radiating from in front of her. she reached her hands out and grabbed his shirt before stepping around him and asked,"do you?" she continued on her way to the door that leads to the backyard.

"well if i do it's quite understandable why with my looks and charm. no it's this way," drake said turning nicki to her right. nicki walked straight till she reached the door.

"oh please what charm and i can't even see you so that takes looks out the equation." she said feeling for a knob.

"whatever you're just filled with excuses. you know you like me."

"mhm your so dreamy," she said unbelievably while opening the door.

"i know i have that a affect on the ladies." they walked to the art house and drake pulled out a chunk of clay. he placed it in front of her.

"there get to sculpting." nicki felt the clay and frowned.

"it's so hard i like my clay a bit moist so i can make it into something."

"fine i'll leave it in the sun but it's going to take days for this thing to become anywhere near moist so what do you wanna do till then?" he asked. nicki sat there and thought for awhile till she started smiling.

"how about a water balloon fight?" she asked grinning from cheek to cheek showing her beautiful dimples.

"really you wanna get into a water balloon fight with me? are you serious? didn't we already go through  this with the paint and i believe you lost. but at least you added a little color to my pool which took ages to get out."

"whatever are you scared? understandable my senses have become stronger. i know you've noticed i don't bump into anything no more."

"oh that's the reason why i thought it was because you walked like a grandma," drake joked.

"ha ha so what we are adding comedian to the list that has scurry as number 1."

"ohhh you talk the most shit. so why don't you back it up?"

"i'm trying to but you being hella scary right now."

"okay i'll take you up on this challenge."

"good tomorrow in the backyard  bring your army."

"wait what? why not now i'm ready right now."

'who said it was going to be now?" she asked.

"oh okay who being scary now?"

"oh still you i just wanted you to be extra prepared and for you to get your army ready cause i got mine."

"mhm whatever either way my team is going to win."

"bet?" she asked.

"bet. if my team wins you have to admit you like me, call me papi and kiss me," drake said confidently.

"and if i win which i will you have to teach me how to drive."

"fine den it's a bet.


*COMMENT PLEASE I KNOW IT'S BEEN AWHILE BUT I HAD TESTING AND I HAD TO STUDY. ANYWAY I  DON'T REALLY LIKE THIS CHAPTER TOO BUT I HOPE YOU LIKE IT. THANKS FOR THE NEW FOLLOWERS AND COMMENTS* *SORRY FOR ANY ERAS*

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

i didn't like that ch.19

author note- hey sorry it has been awhile i really don't like this chapter and i had it in my draft for awhile so i might as well post it. enjoy!!!!

drake got up to answer the door. when he turned the knob in came his mother with her luggage.

"ma? what are you doing here?"

"aubrey drake graham you don't call me or come to visit me and when i wanna see my son instead of him saying hello mom how have you been you ask me why i'm here. is my presence not wanted here?"

"no ma that's not want i meant i'm just surprised you're here. i was about to go to sleep when you rang i'm sorry."

" what are you doing sleeping at five in the afternoon," she asked while checking her watch. drake scratched his neck as a response.

"mhm i guess you're forgiven. come give me a hug," mamma G said before wrapping her arms around his torso.

"aubrey why are you wet?"

"oh i was just playing in the pool with nic-" drake stopped himself.

"who?"

"oh ma i have a friend named nicki and she is staying with me becau-"

"drake what's for dinner?" she said interrupting drake while slowly descending the stairs.

"nicki over here i want you to meet someone," drake said.

"where?" nicki said walking around. drake had to go over to her and lead her to his mom.

"mom this is nicki, nicki this is my mother," drake introduced each other.

" nice to meet you sweety," mamma G said while holding her hand out. she looked up at drake with confusion when nicki didn't move or try to shake her hand.

"uh mom nicki is blind so she is staying with me so i can look after her for awhile," drake explained.

"oh..oh um okay that's something new. here give me a hug," mamma G said while wrapping her arms around nicki.

"so how about i get my stuff packed away and i'll make one of my home made meals. i know drake is stuffing you with fattening fast foods. i taught him how to cook but he is always lazy." mama G humored. nicki smiled at her comment.

" mom i'm not lazy i cook all the time right nic," drake asked and nicki shook her head no.

"that's what i thought. help me take my stuff upstairs."

"oh nicki my mom is going to stay for awhile so your going to have to stay in my room for some time. is that fine with you?" nicki shook her head yes.

"okay i'll move your stuff into my room and change while i'll up there," drake said while grabbing his mom's luggage and going upstairs leaving nicki and his mom alone. mamma G struck up a conversation because it was getting kind of awkward.

"so nicki what do you like to do?"

"alot of things," nicki said keeping her answer brief and short.

"really like what,' sandi asked trying to keep the conversation flowing.

"i sculpt, make pottery, etc."

"oh so that's how you meet aubrey."

"no my........friend  lauren introduced us,"

"you know lauren!"mamma G said with excitement. "sadly yes," nicki thought in her head.

"yeah i do."

"i have to go see her during this visit it's been awhile. so what do you want to eat."

"anything i'm not picky."

"okay."


DRAKE

i just finished packing and unpacking everything BY MY SELF. she better welcome me with some food when i get down there. i finished putting nicki's clothes in my closet. i really don't mind her staying with me. it gives me an opportunity to get closer to her... LITERALLY. i wonder what she does when she wakes up in the morning. crazy right i've lived with her for two months and a half and i don't have a clue what she does in the morning. she usually doesn't come out of her room until i tell her breakfast is ready. i guess imma find out tomorrow. you wanna know what's so ironic? i don't smell anything cooking. "MAMMA YOU BETTER BE COOKING SOMETHING BY THE TIME I GET DOWN THERE!!!!!"

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drake walked downstairs and was greeted with his mothers death glare.

"what?"

"what did you say to me aubrey," mamma G asked him.

"oh you mean when i was up there?"

"mhm."

"oh i said mamma you better be looking as stunning as you did when you walked in here when i walk down the stairs," he lied with a smile.

"that's what i thought you said. what do you guys want to eat?"

"fried rice with chicken and pie with caramel, chocolate and whipped cream for dessert," drake said hopefully. mamma G went to the refrigerator and shook her head.

"aubrey you have little to nothing in here and you want me to cook all of that?"

"i'll go grocery shopping," drake said while getting his keys from off the counter. "nic you wanna come with me?"

"uhhhhh......." drake grabbed nicki not giving her a chance to answer.

"we'll be back soon ma," drake stated while leaving the house with nicki. drake helped nicki in the car and put her seat belt on. he ran to the other side of the car and got in. after he adjusted all the mirrors on the car and put on his seat belt. he then made sure nicki's was secure before he backed out of his drive way. ever since nicki started staying with him he started being more safe and diligent. he never wanted her to get hurt under his care, supervision, or even around him. drake noticed how quiet she was being lately.

"nic why so quiet?" he asked. she simply ignored him.

"what's wrong nika?" he said while occasionally glancing at her while keeping his eyes on the road.

"what did i do?"

"........................."

"how many times in a day can you ignore me nika?"

"......................."

"talk to me when you're ready okay," he said while rubbing her hand with his thumb. she slowly slid her hand away from  him and put it in her lap. drake pulled up to the store and go out. he jogged to the other side of the car and helped her out. they went inside and drake got a shopping cart  and started filling it up. he noticed nicki lagging behind him and left the cart to get her before she bumped into the grocery shelf. he interlocked their hands, but she just pulled away.

"nicki what's wrong with you."

"why did you have to introduce me like that," she finally spoke up.

"like what?"

"like i'm this huge burden. mom she's blind so she's staying with me for awhile."

"i didn't mean offend you in anyway. she had her hand out for a hand shake but when you didn't shake  it she thought you were being rude so just set her straight. i'm sorry nicki, i'm truly sorry," he said while emphasizing every word.

"you forgive me?"

".......................... i guess so."

"yay!!! you're not mad at me anymore. my best friend is back," he said in a baby voice while hugging her really tight causing her to giggle.

"whatever, get off me you big goof," she laughed.

"come on lets finish shopping so we can get home and feast," he stated. they finished grocery shopping and went home. he unpacked everything and put it in its rightful place.

"ma get to cooking please," drake said super excited finally eat his mothers cooking again.

"okay, okay you act as if you haven't eaten in decades." mamma G exaggerated. mamma G got to cooking while nicki and drake sat there playing. he kept poking, and tickling her trying to making her laugh, which he did successfully.

"stop poking me," nick giggled while looking for his hands. he started kissing her all around her face and neck making nicki giggled even more. mamma G would occasionally glance back at them and smile. she can truly say she never seen him so happy.

"drake stop!!" she yelled trying to be serious but it ended up being an epic fail.

"aubrey drake graham leave her alone. get your hands off of her this instance," mamma G commanded.

"yes ma'am," drake said while raising his hands in defeat. nicki was dying of laughter by then. when mamma G turned around drake whisper in nicki's ear, "you got me in trouble i'm going to get you back." mamma G was almost finished with dinner and right on time to it was 9:50 p.m. she turned around and found drake messing with nicki again.

"aubrey!!" she yelled.

"sorry mom." he said backing away from nicki again.

"set the table i'm almost finished."

"okay."he grabbed the plates and the utensils and set the table. he went back over to nicki and they were joking around till mamma G finished preparing the food.

"okay go sit at the table, the food is finished." drake helped nicki out of the stool she was sitting in and led her to the dinning room table. he pulled her chair out sat her down and pushed her in. the dinner went by smoothly. mamma G got better acquainted with nicki and they seemed to bond in a way that nicki couldn't understand. drake was so into his plate to endulge in the conversation. when they were done they made drake wash the plates while they talked and walked all the way to there rooms.mamma G took a shower and went to bed. nicki was walking around drakes room looking for her night wear. she usually wears booty shorts with a tank top or a big t-shirt. she was going through everything that could be opened. nicki organizes her stuff in a way that she could easily get it without having to see it.

"drake!!"

"what!!"

"i can't find my pajamas."

"what do they look like," he asked while entering his room.

" some shorts and a tank top," she replied. it took drake awhile but he found it under a pile of clothes.  

"here," drake said shaky because the length of the shorts. as soon as he put her pajamas in her hand she started shedding clothes.

"oh do you want me to go?"

"no i don't care," she said while taking of her shoes.

*DRAKE*

it felt like the room increased in temperature. or was it just me? it fascinates me how any simple action she does can turn me on. when she took off her shirt and revealed her curves and black lace bra uncovering her plump juice breast. then when she slid off her jeans uncovering her navy blue thong and that ass, drizzy junior stood straight up.

"damn is it getting extremely hot in here or is it just me?" i had to ask cause i'm burning the hell up in here.

"no i think it's just you. i feel fine," she said while putting on her tank top.

"oh okay i'll be right back."

"okay." i had to get up out of there before i do something i regret. i'm one of those people who gets some often but ever since i met nicki i haven't gotten anything and i think it is affecting me. i went downstairs and cracked open a bottle of beer so to get my mind right. no matter how drunk i got pictures of her body kept popping in my head. when  got to my third bottle i was flat out drunk. i sluggishly dragged myself upstairs and entered my room to find nicki curled up in my covers. she looked so beautiful when she sleeps. i walked over to her side of the bed and kissed her cheek and forehead before taking off my clothes till i was only in my boxers. i went to the other side of the bed and within a few minutes i was knocked out.


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Sunday, March 31, 2013

time to teach ch.18

nicki strolled in drake's room like it was her's. she had a bone to pick with him.

"drake! wake up!!!" she said while crawling on his bed. drake didn't even flinch he just laid there still. nicki bumped into his foot and crawled up his body.

"drake!!!" she yelled while hitting him. drake started to stir. she kept hitting him till she heard him groan.

"what,"he asked clearly aggravated.

"you said you would teach me how to paint like four months ago and you still haven't," nicki said while crossing her arms and sitting on what she thought was his stomach but was his chest. drake started to snicker at how cute she sounded when she was upset.

"what's so fucking funny? i'm serious Aubrey teach me how to paint or i'll never talk to you again." drake laughed even harder at her attempt to be intimidating.

"first off i told you i would teach you 2 months ago. second you can't not talk to me because third you live at my house. fourth you love me to much that's your fucking problem," drake said while getting comfortable again in his bed and closing his eyes.

"i'm serious i won't talk to you till you teach me," nicki said holding her ground.

"fine suite yourself,"drake said moving nicki off him and going to his bathroom. he relieved himself then brushed his teeth. he got his towel and took a thirty minute shower. he stepped out his bathroom with his towel wrapped around his waist and another one drying his hair and face. she was still there laying on his sheets with her feet dangling off the bed.

"what happened never speaking to me," drake joked. she said nothing to him. she just laid there facing the ceiling. drake walked to his bed and sat right beside her. 

"so you mad." 

"................." he still got no response. 

"fine by me i find it peaceful to not hear you complain like you do everyday," he said all in her face just to annoy her. she still said nothing. 

" okay you act as if i'm not here i can do the same." he started to roll over her still wet  from his shower. she started to squirm under him.

"UUUGGGHHHH!!!!!" she let out a little wet from his actions.

"i'm sorry nicki i didn't see you there. but what was that that came out your mouth were you talking to me?" he asked ignorantly. nicki said nothing once again but by the look on her face she was mad.

"oh i thought you said something my bad." he got up and open his drawer and put on his boxers. he threw his now drenched towel on her. she tried getting it off her but it was an epic fail. drake started laughing. when she finally got it off she was raging mad and wet. she stormed out his room bumping into things in the process but she didn't care. she went into her room, which was right across from his, and slammed the door. drake was dead by then he was ctfu. 

"i'm sorry nicki i thought you wanted to dry off," drake said still laughing. when he settled down he got dressed. since he was basically his own boss he gave himself the day off so he could teach nicki how to paint. but he still wanted to play this through for as long as he could it was fun for him. he started to think about what he should do next to annoy her. nicki stayed in her room till she got hungry and slowly went downstairs to go find something to eat. she would have asked drake to make some breakfast like he always does but she was serious about not talking to him. she could hear him coming down the stairs and into the kitchen. she felt for one of the stools that was in his kitchen and just sat there while he started breakfast. he constantly look over to her and smiled. when he was finished he ate his plate in her face while she just sat there. her stomach started to rumble.

"oh you hungry? see i made you a plate but i'm not sure if you would like it. i made your favorite but i'm not sure if you would want it. do you nic do you want bacon, waffles, and eggs with tropical fruit punch?" he asked knowing it would be only a matter of time before she'd talk to him. but something else happened something that threw him off. she started crying. she got out of her chair and dragged herself upstairs, while drake sat there stunned.

"did that really just happen?" he asked himself out loud. he felt bad and went after her. when he got to her room he could hear her crying from outside her door. when he walked in he saw her face down in her pillow crying. 

"nicki i'm sorry i didn't mean to make you cry," he said while walking over to her and rubbing her back. he picked her up trying to see her face but she covered it with her hands. he held her and her head feel straight into his neck. 

"nic i was just kidding about not teaching you how to paint. i swear  was gonna do it this afternoon. you don't need to talk to me to eat your breakfast it was in front of you the whole time. i'm sorry for being a jerk and when you finish eating i'll teach you how to paint," he said still rubbing her back. 

"you promise," she asked muffled because she was talking in his neck.

"yeah i promise."

"okay," she jumped out his grasp and went downstairs. drake followed her feeling played. he saw her bump into a corner.

"that's what you get," drake said taking no time to let nicki process what just happened. 

"aww you mad," she said amused by what she did.

"why would you even do that?"

"cause you were being mean and wouldn't teach me. then you tried to make me starve to death. plus i knew if i cried you would teach me and let me eat because your a little softy."

"no i'm not," drake said offended.

"whatever where is my food cause i'm hungry and the sooner i eat the sooner i paint."

"i shouldn't even feed your lien ass," drake said while washing a fork for her.

"you still mad about that. that happened like two minutes ago get over it," she said with a smile plastered on her face. he put the fork in her right hand and her plate in the other.

"hurry up and eat ms. actress." nicki bum rushed her plate and was finished in less than 10 minutes.

"done," she said with a full mouth. this made drake smile because he thought that was just adorable. he took her dishes and washed them. he got a paper towel and wet it. then he wiped the syrup from around her mouth. nicki hated it when he did that it made her feel like a baby.

"ugh drake i could have done that myself," she said smacking his hands.

"mhm whatever you wouldn't of even known that you had syrup on your face if i didn't do this. i don't wanna do this as much as you don't want me to." drake was lying his ass off he loved wiping nicki's face because it gave him time to just look into her eyes. she always looking down or sometimes straight ahead but never up at him. he feels as if she avoids eye contact with him. not on purpose of course, but he is always tempted to tilt her head up at him and talk to her with his eyes. but since she obviously can't do that he settles with the few seconds of eye connection he gets when he cleans things off her face.

"happy i'm done."

"yay painting time!" drake took her hand and led her outside. they walked past the pool and to the little guest house that he turned into a house for his art.

"welcome to my art house, where all my art is created and perfected. over here is the painting area where i'll teach you how to paint." drake picked her up and placed her in stool. he pushed a canvas right in front of her and opened some tubs of paint.

"okay nicki what do you want to paint?"

" i wanna paint a sunset," nicki said eagerly.

"okay lets get started." drake and nicki were in the art house for 2 hours. they blew past 10 canvases and half of each tub of paint. teaching nicki how to pant was harder than he thought.

"i can't do this. i don't wanna paint anymore," she said dropping the brush.

"don't give up you mess up at the same spot the rest of it looks great. try one more time."

"how can fix my mistake......if i can't even see it?" nicki asked putting her head down.

"are you really going to let that run your who life." nicki didn't say anything to him.

"fine," drake said while pulling a stool up behind her.

"paint till i tell you to stop," drake instructed her. she started off the painting the sunset she saw in her head. she stopped when she heard him say stop and his hands covered hers. he started guiding her hand on the canvas. he helped her finish the rest of the painting.

"how does it look," she asked.

"it looks beautiful. so beautiful that it would be perfect in one of my exhibits."

"really?" nicki asked joyfully.

" yup mater of fact i'll be the first painting in my new exhibit."

"really?"

"yes and stop asking me that," he said while getting some pant and wiping it on her face..

"drake what did you just put on my face."

"paint," he said while laughing and taking the painting upstairs to dry. when he got downstairs nicki was standing there with her hand behind her back waiting for him.

"drake?"

"yeah."

"come here."

" what you need," drake asked not expecting anything.

"where are you?"

"i'm right i front of you."

"good," she said before swinging a tub of paint in front of her getting purple paint all over him.

"ha ha you think your funny huh. you think slick huh," he said while getting a tub of paint.

"yes but you better not be doing what i think you're doing drake."

"what? 'm not doing nothing."

"drake if you pour paint on me i'll hurt you."

"mhm," drake said while walking up behind her and dumping blue paint on her head. that just started a paint war between the two. nicki was throwing paint willy nilly hopping to get him, while he chased her around the room pouring pain all over her. nicki got some good hits too but she was more covered in paint than he was. she was so wet she slipped and fell sliding on the floor.

"ugh drake i hate you," she laughed. she got up and ran into the door. she felt around hit the knob. she finally realized it was a door and opened it. he chased her around the backyard. she had no idea where she was going she was just running. she ran all the way into the pool. drake went in after her and helped her upper body above the water.

"drake you have a freaking ocean?" she asked while coughing up some water.

"no you fell into my pool," he laughed. she started laughing as well.

"get me out," she giggled. drake got out first and picked nicki out the water. they slid themselves in the house.

" i'm going to go take a shower," nicki said.

"okay if you need any help call for me okay."

"okay," she said. drake got a towel and put it on  the couch before he sat down. today was perfect for drake. he heard water running from upstairs meaning nicki was okay. drake started to doze off on the couch. but before he could fully go to sleep his door bell rang.


this is the sunset drake and nicki painted


*comment please and sorry for any eras*

Monday, March 18, 2013

get back to it ch.17


authors note: okay so this month has been amazing i got 500 something views in 1 day and like 200 something views today which adds up to 1,973 views and counting i got 2 more followers and COMMENTS can you believe it. also one of my favorite authors was inspired by my blog and mentioned me in one of her amazing stories im talking about pinksushi131 of course and if you don't know her or her stories you haven't lived life yet. so here is the rest of this chapter enjoy!!!

nicki woke up from her slumber completely exhausted. this nap was definitely added to the list of most uncomfortable sleeps ever. she tried to get up but all she felt was immense pain running through her body.

"drake.......drake..........drake," she kept calling his name but got no response. she tried to move again but stopped when she felt a sharp pain in her wrist. she started whining and grunting in agony.

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"you can't spit game for your life," she said while they both started laughing.

"i'm sorry i wasn't trying to spit game if i was you would be naked by now," drake said with such cockiness in his voice.

"really try me."

"okay if you insist." drake went around her and wrapped his arms around her and leaned into her ear. "so what will it take for me to be able to wake up to your beautiful face tomorrow morning," he said kissing her neck after every word. her breath got caught in he throat. she tried her hardest not to moan when she felt his lips on her neck.

"um..........i-i-i-i don't know," she said relaxed in his arms.

"my place or yours," he asked.

"definitely yours," she replied. he grabbed her hand and led her outside. the valet just pulled up with his car and tossed drake the keys. he tried to help her in but she wouldn't move. he looked down at her confused. he started to hear faint noises. he turned away and held his head trying to focus and make out what the voice was saying. he heard his name being called along with some sobbing of some sort. he turned around to ask his date if she heard the noises to but she wasn't there neither was the car. his surrounds started to disappear and his vision started getting blurry.

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drake woke up drowsy the sounds were more louder and clear. he sprung up when he heard nicki calling him clearly in pain. he swung open the guest room door and ran to her bed side.

"nicki what's wrong?"

"i don't know i'm in so much pain i can barely move," she said out of breath.

" where?"

" drake everywhere i can't move," she said before she started panicking.

"nicki calm down okay," drake said while trying to pick her up without hurting her. when he got her comfortably in his arms he took her to his room and laid her on his bed. he went into his bathroom and set a blazing hot, lavender vanilla bubble bath to relax her muscles.

"nic i'm going to go pick up your prescription from the pharmacy. i set you a bath to soak in till i get back okay?"

" wait you're going to leave me  here alone," nicki asked while he carried her to his bathroom. he sat her on his bathroom counter.

"just for a lit..tle while," drake replied dazed at the sight of her breast when her shirt uncovered them. he didn't notice his hands had slipped down to her waist as he just stared at her perfectly round chest. all he could think of was what he could do with them. he was pulled out of his thoughts by grunts from nicki trying to take her shirt of  with her uninjured hand.

"oh i'm sorry," he slowly took of her shirt then her jeans. to him it felt as if the temperature had increased thirty degrees as he was getting to his favorite part. he couldn't wait to see what was under her plain bra and her innocent panties that she made look sexy. the things he could do to a good girl that will make her anything but innocent.

"drake i got it from here," nicki said while slowly sliding off the counter.

"huh?"

"i got it from here hurry up and get my prescription before my body parts fall off one by one."

"you sure i don't mind at all-"

"yeah i'm sure. close the door on your way out," she interrupted.

"oh okay um how are you gonna-"

"gonna what?"

"uh never mind," drake said while slowly walking out the door and closing it like she asked. he got his jacket and headed to the pharmacy. he was cursing at himself for even thinking about taking advantage of nicki like that.

"has it been that long since i got some?" drake asked out loud. he pulled up to the pharmacy and got her meds. drake was on his way back to the house. when he pulled up into the driveway he checked his watch. nicki was released from the hospital at 9 a.m it is now 6 p.m they basically slept through the whole day. he was somewhat confused. he always did something productive throughout the day. he can't stand people who waste there day doing nothing. drake shook it off. he opened the door and went upstairs in his room where he found nicki asleep in his tub. he admired her facial expression as she slept. she had the cutest pout on her face and her perfect eyebrows arched in such away that he wanted to paint her just as she was. he walked to the tub and bent down to her level. he shook her slowly waking her up.

"drake?" she asked in a whisper while her eyes were still closed.

"yeah it's me i got your prescription and it came with some cream that will take some tension of you'r wrist and other tensed up areas."

"okay. can you get me a towel?"

"sure," drake went to his closest to get some extra towels.

"here," he said with his head down unfolding the towel. she stood up in tub and put her hands up. this completely caught drake of guard resulting in him dropping the towel. he kept his eyes on her face as he picked the towel up and wrapped it around her body. he picked her up and she wrapped her legs around his waist and laid her head on his shoulder. he carried her to his bed and laid out some boxers and a t-shirt.

"just put those on," he said still dazed by what just occurred in the bathroom.

"what and where?"

"some boxers and a t-shirt. you can wear those till i get some of your clothes. they're on your right," he said while going back to his tub and letting the water drain. he went to his sink and washed his face. he looked at himself in the mirror and shook his head.

"this is going to be hard," he meant to say to himself but he said out loud.

"what's going to be hard?" nicki asked in the other room.

"nothing don't worry about it. umm are you hungry we missed lunch so what do you want for dinner?"

"i want Chinese food," she replied with the boxers and shirt already on.

"okay take out it is," he said while he went to his cellphone to order the food. once he did that the room went silent. nicki was just laying there barely moving. drake just watching her. it was like this for a good 30 minutes before the food arrived. after drake paid for it he brought it up to his room not sure if nicki will be able to come downstairs and eat it in the kitchen.

"nicki are you still sore can you sit up?"

"yeah i'm good," she said slowly sitting up. he placed her spoon in her right hand and her food in her lap.

"thank you." they started eating silently. drake felt awkward so he struck up a conversation.

"so nicki when are you going to get back to your art."

"i don't know i haven't been inspired much since they kept me in that hospital."

"oh i know it must have been hell for you. i can't stand being away from my art for a day, you were gone for three weeks."

"mhm and they wouldn't let me walk around i just sat there all day. they burned all my creativity."

"how do you get inspired?" drake asked with a mouth full of rice.

"well i touch things and imagine what they are by there texture and structure. then i make it out of mold. i've always wanted to paint them but i don't really know how to considering my condition," she said while putting her head down. drake looked at his food for awhile before looking back at her. he turned her so she was facing him.

"if you want i can teach. i specialize in drawing and painting i can teach you," he said while lifting her head.

"really you can teach me how to paint?"

"yeah no problem."nicki cracked a smile.

"i'll take you up on that offer mr. Graham." the look on her face made him just smile. this is the nicki he loved to talk to and be around. not the sad nicki or the angry at the world nicki, but the happy to be here nicki. they continued to talk all throughout the night and into the early morning just enjoying each others company.

*sorry for any eras*

Friday, March 15, 2013

get back to it ch.17 preview

authors note: okay i officially love the re-up for being my first follower and i know it sounds sad that i have 1,275 views but only one follower but anyway here is the chapter i promised enjoy

nicki woke up from her slumber completely exhausted. this nap was definitely added to the list of most uncomfortable sleeps ever. she tried to get up but all she felt was immense pain running through her body.

"drake.......drake..........drake," she kept calling his name but got no response. she tried to move again but stopped when she felt a sharp pain in her wrist. she started whining and grunting in agony.

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"you can't spit game for your life," she said while they both started laughing.

"i'm sorry i wasn't trying to spit game if i was you would be naked by now," drake said with such cockiness in his voice.

"really try me."

"okay if you insist." drake went around her and wrapped his arms around her and leaned into her ear. "so what will it take for me to be able to wake up to your beautiful face tomorrow morning," he said kissing her neck after every word. her breath got caught in he throat. she tried her hardest not to moan when she felt his lips on her neck.

"um..........i-i-i-i don't know," she said relaxed in his arms.

"my place or yours," he asked.

"definitely yours," she replied. he grabbed her hand and led her outside. the valet just pulled up with his car and tossed drake the keys. he tried to help her in but she wouldn't move. he looked down at her confused. he started to hear faint noises. he turned away and held his head trying to focus and make out what the voice was saying. he heard his name being called along with some sobbing of some sort. he turned around to ask his date if she heard the noises to but she wasn't there neither was the car. his surrounds started to disappear and his vision started getting blurry.

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Sunday, March 3, 2013

my b-day

okay so today is my birthday and for the whole month of february i've been working on my science project imma finish today (ik sad way to celebrate your birthday) and if i still have time imma post a new chapter if i dont imma have to do it later.

Friday, February 15, 2013

i wanna stay with you ch.16


authors note: i wanna give a shout out to Danielle B and Jamesha Robinson for being my first ever comments yall rock for that. even though i'm sick i'm still posting this chapter cause they made me that happy.

     nicki had been in the hospital for three weeks now. today was the day she got out. the doctors believe that her injuries have healed enough and were relieved that she was leaving. nicki was what the  doctors called the patient out of  hell. she wouldn't eat, cried all day, wouldn't take her meds, and tried countless times to escape. she fought with the nurses and the doctor and wouldn't let anyone visit her but drake. the hospital was more than happy to get nicki out of there.

"okay mr. graham her internal bleeding has stopped, she still have some scratches and bruises. her broken wrist will be fully healed in three weeks here is her discharge papers,"the nurse said super fast trying to speed things up.


"um thank you can i get her perscripti......"


"'here you go got it right here now sign here and you can take her home," the nurse interrupted  with such eagerness.


"okay," drake replied looking for a pen. "do you have a....."


"here," she interrupted throwing a pen at him. he signed the paper and took the prescription.


"wait here while i go get her," the nurse said before she ran to nicki's room. two minutes later she came back rolling nicki in a wheelchair. "have a nice life- i mean day" the nurse said with a fake smile.


"yeah thanks,"drake said unconvinced. drake led nicki to the car and helped her in.


"where are we going?" nicki asked while drake put on her seat belt.


"i'm going to take you home."


"no i'm not going back there. take me anywhere but there," nicki demanded.


"you have to go home because all your stuff is there. haven't you ignored them enough you wouldn't let them visit you when they did come you gave them the silent treatment. nicki enough is enough,"drake reasoned.


"i didn't ignore them i ignored lauren and  don't want to be around her."


"why?"


"because she is a bitch that needs to learn how to keep my families name out her mouth,"nicki said through clenched teeth. the car got silent drake didn't know what to tell her to change her mind. she seemed pretty serious about it. nicki crossed her arms over her chest and let the tear she has been holding on to slowly fall down her cheek. drake, not wanting to upset her even more, gave up.


"okay then where do you want to go?" drake asked starting the car.


"can i stay with you please. just for awhile," she asked uncrossing her arms.


"i don't know if that is a good idea what if......."


"please just for awhile i don't want to go back there," nicki pleaded wiping her eyes. the car went silent again and he turned the car off.


"i don't know  how to take care of you like lauren and tt does. it would be best for your well being if you stay with them."


"i am not a baby i don't need anybody to take care of me," nicki said raising her voice.


"then why are you asking to live with me? huh? nic you're not eligible to live by yourself and you know that. you need someone to be with you and it would be safer and wise to live with the people you grew up with," drake reasoned.


"drake please," nicki was barely able to get out through the tears. drake was stressed out and just wanted to go home and take a hot shower. if taking nicki with him would make the process faster then he was willing to do that.


"alright nicki just.......just stop crying please."


"thanks,"  nicki said while feeling for him and giving him a hug. drake started the car and drove to his condo. by the time he got there she was sleeping against the window. he turned the car off and went over to the passenger's side of the car. he opened the door slowly and caught her head before it fell. he unbuckled her seat belt and carried her inside the house. he laid her down in the guest room before he went to his room and took a long hot shower. he got out and went straight to bed with nothing but his boxers on.

"this is gong to take a lot of getting used to.



*comment please*

Saturday, February 2, 2013

please hold me pt.3 ch.15

*PRESENT*


     "nicki where are you!?!?!" lauren asked panicking.  "I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!" nick cried. tt took the phone away from lauren, "nicki don't say that... just tell me where you are and i'll come pick you up and we can talk about it," tt reasoned. all she heard as a response on the other line was sobbing, sniffling and the pitter patter of rain in the back ground. "nicki.....nicki....nic please answer me," tt pleaded. nicki was breathing so hard contemplating her next move. "goodbye," "what nicki wai....." tt was interrupted by the buzzing of lauren's phone indicating the call ended.

      nicki started walking. every step she took her vision became more clearer and she became younger. the rain was clearing up and soon there was nothing but the moon in the sky. she continued to walk until she was in front of  her childhood home, as the ten year old onika. she walked up the stairs to her front porch and stood there. she hesitantly reached for the door knob then stopped. she took a deep breath and put her hand on the knob. slowly she turned the knob and walked in. she was bum rushed by her mom yelling her name and hugging and kissing her.

"nicki are you okay?!did anyone try to hurt you?! carol panicked while checking if she had any bruises or scratches."don't you ever run out like that do you understand me onika?"

"yes mommy,"nicki replied on the verge of tears. nicki felt like she had no control of her body. she felt as if she was there re living the worst day of her life. carol seeing her daughter a little out of it, engulfed nicki into a huge embrace. nicki soaked it all in missing her mothers hugs.

"are you hungry?" carol asked still hugging nicki.

"no," nicki replied.

"okay got upstairs and go to bed okay?"

"okay mommy,"nick made her way up stairs and to do what her mom told her to do. her older brother already went to sleep. so she went straight into the room that she shared with her younger brother. he was asleep too. she crawled into her bed.

"no don't go to sleep!!! you have to save your family!!! nooo!!!" nicki screamed while her body was slowly going to sleep. she closed her eyes only to be awoken by smell of smoke. nicki jumped out of her bed. the room was filled with smoke. she ran over to her little brothers bed, "makiya wake up!!" nicki screamed. he didnt move. nicki kept trying but soon the smoke became to much. she was coughing violently. she ran out the room and stumbled down the stars. "MOM!!!!!....JELANI!!!!...." she screamed but got no answer.

"nicki.....nicki.....nicki....nicki..." she heard her name being called in the distance. she started yelling there names again but she got no response. she felt her body being roughly shaken. she woke up in a pile of tears, 24 years old and blind. she was breathing heavily and her skin felt like it was on fire. a fast beeping sound in the background made nicki panic even more. she felt someone hold her.

" shhhhh it's all right you're okay i got you, i got you," drake said calming her down, she relaxed in his arms.

"where am i," nicki choked out.

" you're in the hospital don't worry you're okay," drake replied. the beeping on her monitor  was slowing down.

" hold me tighter drake," she pleaded.

"okay," he held her closer to him while pressing a button on the side of her bed calling for a nurse."just go back to sleep okay?" she shook  her head then fell asleep on his chest.

*sorry for any eras *

Sunday, January 27, 2013

please hold me pt.2 ch.14

   it started to rain. a drop of precipitation on her cheek woke nicki up from her unconscious state. she couldn't tell how long she was out. all she knew was it was raining and freezing cold. she slowly got to her feet feeling light headed. she began to walk straight having no idea where she was going as long as it was away from everyone and everything. she was walking for a good two hours before her legs could no longer hold her weight. she was feeling around for something to grab but to no avail. she felt so weak, underestimating her injuries. she laid down and feeling defeated and started to silently cry.

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 "i couldn't find her. lauren are you sure she went left when she entered the woods?" drake asked.

 "yes i was following her and then she just disappeared," she choked out. this was drake's 5th time looking for nicki in the woods. it has been six hours since nicki disappeared.

 "that's it i'm calling the police," drake said reaching for the house phone.

"NO wait because if you do she would be in the center of attention and she will hate me even more," lauren said taking the phone and wiping her loose tears.

"laur she doesn't hate you," tt tried to sympathize.

"yes she does she basically said that."

"lauren i believe she hates me more than you. i'm  the one who got the shoe to the balls," drake joked. lauren and tt started to laugh.

"omg about that are you okay."

"mhm, i'm gonna go back out there and look for her i'll be back in a few," drake stated.

"okay sb is coming over to help," tt informed.

"okay tell him to meet me there," drake said while walking out the house. drake jogged the trail and stopped at a hill. "dead end. where could she have gone?" drake asked getting frustrated. he heard movement behind him.

"nicki?"

"naw  man it's me," sb said walking up to drake.

"oh."

"no luck huh."

"no. i don't know where she could have gone. i've check the whole area she just up and disappeared," drake said sitting down in the wet dirt putting his hands in his hands.

"we can find her," sb said while sitting beside him. "how far could she have gone. she's blind for god sake she can't even see where she is going. how could she have just vanished?" sb questioned.

"man i don't know sh--" drake paused looking down the steep hill. "i'm and idiot," drake said before running down the hill. near the end drake tripped and slid the rest of the way to the bottom. no fazed by it drake started running.

"what is it!!!!!" sb yelled cautiously went down the hill. drake ignored him  and kept running in the rain. running anywhere, every where as long as it led to her. while slipping and sliding on the wet ground, drake wouldn't slow down. after he reached about a mile and a half he started yelling her name.

"NICKI.......NICKI......NICKI......NICKI.....NICKI!!!!!!"

                                             
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the sound of someones voice  made nicki feel as if she was being paranoid. she stopped crying a few minutes ago she was just laying there being soaked by the rain. till she heard the voice come closer and the closer it came the words and the voice came out more clear. drake was yelling her name. seeing this as her only chance of survival she used the only energy she had left to scream his name.

"DRAKE I'M OVER HEAR.....*cough*.......DRAKE.....DRAKE.....DRAKE," nicki coughed/cried. the warmth of his arms wrapped around her mad her feel safe.

"nicki....nicki....nicki....nicki...."the sound of his voice became smaller till she couldn't here it anymore, as she fell back int an unconscious state. 


                                           TO BE CONTINUED...............

Saturday, January 19, 2013

please hold me pt.1 ch.13

    "nicki where are you!?!?!" lauren asked panicking.  "I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!" nick cried. tt took the phone away from lauren, "nicki don't say that... just tell me where you are and i'll come pick you up and we can talk about it," tt reasoned. all she heard as a response on the other line was sobbing, sniffling and the pitter patter of rain in the back ground. "nicki.....nicki....nic please answer me," tt pleaded. nicki was breathing so hard contemplating her next move. "goodbye," "what nicki wai....." tt was interrupted by the buzzing of lauren's phone indicating the call ended.

12 HOURS BEFORE

   three months have passed since drake and nicki meet. they have been getting along very VERY well. they became best friends and talked daily. it seemed as if they had a daily routine. drake would wake up call her and talk to her for two good hours. they would take a shower (not together or in the same place)  brush their teeth etc. drake would go to work, while nicki would sculpt, paint or make pottery. after they did that it would be around 5 o'clock when drake would come over and they would talk and joke around till she'd fall asleep. he would tuck her in and kiss her goodnight before leaving and going home. but today was different drake called her but she didn't pick up he tried a few more times but still nothing. he shook it off deciding to call her later. he got ready and went to gis exhibit.  while drake was  working on  his new exhibit he couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong. he stopped and decided to call nicki again. still no answer. wanting to give nicki space so she doesn't find him as a stalker, drake decided to wait till later and drop by her house.


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     " nicki i know you're hungry. open the door i have some of your favorites Chinese rice with some sea food on the side," lauren convinced. she got no answer so she went on. " its that fish you like with shrimp and soda. i don't have any steak or salad i didn't think that would be a good mix," lauren humored. with no response lauren gave up. "fine nicki you win i know what today is and what happened on this date depresses you but you won't have to feel alone if you'd let us in. we all love you and you always distance yourself from us around this time and a few weeks after. its not fun for you and you make it the same for us. hopefully one year you would spend this day around the people that love you instead of in your room." with that lauren left her door and went down the stairs.

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   *NICKI'S POV*

      no one understands me." stay around the people that love you," what a bunch of bull. IS SHE INTENTIONALLY TRYING PISS ME OFF!!!! SHE KNOWS DAMN WELL THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT LOVED ME ARE DEAD!!!!!! and it's all my fault.

*NO ONE'S POV*

    nicki started to cry for the umpteenth time today. today was the fourteenth anniversary of her families death. every year at this time she would lock herself in her room and go over the scenes of that day in her head over and over again. this time for some reason she was hurting more. something was different about this year something was off. she was aware of drake's missed calls and every time her phone rang she didn't even flinch. she was in and out of sleep. when she wasn't asleep she was crying. when she was asleep she was having nightmares about that night. she was a wreck.

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       drake was on his way of nicki's house. he finished the day early because he knew something wasn't right. when he go there he knocked on the door impatiently. tt answered and he walked right passed her to nicki's room. he tried to open the door but it was locked and she never locked her door. "nicki  are you okay its me drake." he got no response. lauren walked out of her room from across the hallway.

"she's not gong to answer you she is always like this at this time."

"what are you talking about," drake said while turning around.

"today is the day her family died. it happened along time ago when she was around ten or eleven. she became depressed ever since. so depressed she lost her eye sight. the incident blurred her vision but she could see after they got her out of there."

"  got her out of what," drake questioned. before lauren could respond nicki swung her door open banging it on the wall.

"lauren shut up," nicki said through gritted teeth. " you know nothing absolutely nothing about what happened so my family shouldn't be coming out your mouth!!!!!" she screamed this time.

"nicki i'm sorry i di...." before she could finish nicki pushed through her and drake and started to speed walk down the stairs. tripping over the last one she felt her way to the back door. drake jogged after her  and grabbed her waist while she was trying to unlock the door. "nicki calm down lets talk." nicki didn't say anything she kept trying to unlock the door feeling her way to the knob pulling at it. she was becoming frustrated tears pouring out of her eyes. "nicki stop lets sit down and talk okay," drake said putting his hand on her face and wiping away some of her tears. she smacked his hand finding the lock and knob again. finally turning it the right way the door opened. "nicki stop," he said closing the door still holding her waist. he grabbed her hands and she started to wiggle in his grip. "let go of me now!!!!" "nicki stop fighting me," drake commanded while managing to pick up one leg. nicki started to swing the other leg and it swung in between drake's legs. drake fell to the floor still holding her. she rolled out of his arms as his hands went to hold junior. nicki got on her feet a little unbalanced and felt her way to the door. feeling for the knob, she couldn't find it. lauren ran down the stairs when she heard drake groaning and got on her knees beside him asking what happened. nicki heard her and started panicking feeling for the knob. she finally found it and yanked it open running out the door. "get nicki," drake said while still rolling on the floor in pain. lauren took off after her. chasing her into the wooden area behind the house. nicki was stumbling over sticks having no idea where she was going.she just kept on running. holding on to trees for leverage, she heard some rustling in the back ground and started running even faster. lauren hot on her tails. nicki slipped and rolled down a steep hill. finally reaching the end nicki laid there in so much pain. lauren stopped when she didnt see anymore movement. she started to yell her name but got no answer or so she thought. "lauren, i'm down here," she tried to crock out but it wouldn't come out. lauren turned around and headed toward the house to get drake. nicki laid there feeling dizzy seeing spots. she was trying her hardest to stay calm and awake. but then she started to sink into darkness even darker than it was before.

                                     TO BE CONTINUED.........

comment please sorry for any eras too tired to go over the chapter.

Monday, January 7, 2013

writers block

this is my first writers block for this story. i'd expected to get my first writers block when i was further along in the story. it's like i know what i want to be next but every time i try to type it up it can't come out.i guess its the stress from basketball. our tournaments is finna start so she works us till we can't stand. anyway when it comes to the story i'm not going to stop posting more chapters even though the lack of comments are killing me slowly. it has come to the point were i think no one really likes it, but then i see how many people read it which gives me hope. but if i get all these views what is stopping people from commenting. so i'll try and get through my writers block. it may take a while since i keep changing how my story line will go. so till next time.