i didn't like that ch.19

author note- hey sorry it has been awhile i really don't like this chapter and i had it in my draft for awhile so i might as well post it. enjoy!!!!

drake got up to answer the door. when he turned the knob in came his mother with her luggage.

"ma? what are you doing here?"

"aubrey drake graham you don't call me or come to visit me and when i wanna see my son instead of him saying hello mom how have you been you ask me why i'm here. is my presence not wanted here?"

"no ma that's not want i meant i'm just surprised you're here. i was about to go to sleep when you rang i'm sorry."

" what are you doing sleeping at five in the afternoon," she asked while checking her watch. drake scratched his neck as a response.

"mhm i guess you're forgiven. come give me a hug," mamma G said before wrapping her arms around his torso.

"aubrey why are you wet?"

"oh i was just playing in the pool with nic-" drake stopped himself.

"who?"

"oh ma i have a friend named nicki and she is staying with me becau-"

"drake what's for dinner?" she said interrupting drake while slowly descending the stairs.

"nicki over here i want you to meet someone," drake said.

"where?" nicki said walking around. drake had to go over to her and lead her to his mom.

"mom this is nicki, nicki this is my mother," drake introduced each other.

" nice to meet you sweety," mamma G said while holding her hand out. she looked up at drake with confusion when nicki didn't move or try to shake her hand.

"uh mom nicki is blind so she is staying with me so i can look after her for awhile," drake explained.

"oh..oh um okay that's something new. here give me a hug," mamma G said while wrapping her arms around nicki.

"so how about i get my stuff packed away and i'll make one of my home made meals. i know drake is stuffing you with fattening fast foods. i taught him how to cook but he is always lazy." mama G humored. nicki smiled at her comment.

" mom i'm not lazy i cook all the time right nic," drake asked and nicki shook her head no.

"that's what i thought. help me take my stuff upstairs."

"oh nicki my mom is going to stay for awhile so your going to have to stay in my room for some time. is that fine with you?" nicki shook her head yes.

"okay i'll move your stuff into my room and change while i'll up there," drake said while grabbing his mom's luggage and going upstairs leaving nicki and his mom alone. mamma G struck up a conversation because it was getting kind of awkward.

"so nicki what do you like to do?"

"alot of things," nicki said keeping her answer brief and short.

"really like what,' sandi asked trying to keep the conversation flowing.

"i sculpt, make pottery, etc."

"oh so that's how you meet aubrey."

"no my........friend  lauren introduced us,"

"you know lauren!"mamma G said with excitement. "sadly yes," nicki thought in her head.

"yeah i do."

"i have to go see her during this visit it's been awhile. so what do you want to eat."

"anything i'm not picky."

"okay."


DRAKE

i just finished packing and unpacking everything BY MY SELF. she better welcome me with some food when i get down there. i finished putting nicki's clothes in my closet. i really don't mind her staying with me. it gives me an opportunity to get closer to her... LITERALLY. i wonder what she does when she wakes up in the morning. crazy right i've lived with her for two months and a half and i don't have a clue what she does in the morning. she usually doesn't come out of her room until i tell her breakfast is ready. i guess imma find out tomorrow. you wanna know what's so ironic? i don't smell anything cooking. "MAMMA YOU BETTER BE COOKING SOMETHING BY THE TIME I GET DOWN THERE!!!!!"

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drake walked downstairs and was greeted with his mothers death glare.

"what?"

"what did you say to me aubrey," mamma G asked him.

"oh you mean when i was up there?"

"mhm."

"oh i said mamma you better be looking as stunning as you did when you walked in here when i walk down the stairs," he lied with a smile.

"that's what i thought you said. what do you guys want to eat?"

"fried rice with chicken and pie with caramel, chocolate and whipped cream for dessert," drake said hopefully. mamma G went to the refrigerator and shook her head.

"aubrey you have little to nothing in here and you want me to cook all of that?"

"i'll go grocery shopping," drake said while getting his keys from off the counter. "nic you wanna come with me?"

"uhhhhh......." drake grabbed nicki not giving her a chance to answer.

"we'll be back soon ma," drake stated while leaving the house with nicki. drake helped nicki in the car and put her seat belt on. he ran to the other side of the car and got in. after he adjusted all the mirrors on the car and put on his seat belt. he then made sure nicki's was secure before he backed out of his drive way. ever since nicki started staying with him he started being more safe and diligent. he never wanted her to get hurt under his care, supervision, or even around him. drake noticed how quiet she was being lately.

"nic why so quiet?" he asked. she simply ignored him.

"what's wrong nika?" he said while occasionally glancing at her while keeping his eyes on the road.

"what did i do?"

"........................."

"how many times in a day can you ignore me nika?"

"......................."

"talk to me when you're ready okay," he said while rubbing her hand with his thumb. she slowly slid her hand away from  him and put it in her lap. drake pulled up to the store and go out. he jogged to the other side of the car and helped her out. they went inside and drake got a shopping cart  and started filling it up. he noticed nicki lagging behind him and left the cart to get her before she bumped into the grocery shelf. he interlocked their hands, but she just pulled away.

"nicki what's wrong with you."

"why did you have to introduce me like that," she finally spoke up.

"like what?"

"like i'm this huge burden. mom she's blind so she's staying with me for awhile."

"i didn't mean offend you in anyway. she had her hand out for a hand shake but when you didn't shake  it she thought you were being rude so just set her straight. i'm sorry nicki, i'm truly sorry," he said while emphasizing every word.

"you forgive me?"

".......................... i guess so."

"yay!!! you're not mad at me anymore. my best friend is back," he said in a baby voice while hugging her really tight causing her to giggle.

"whatever, get off me you big goof," she laughed.

"come on lets finish shopping so we can get home and feast," he stated. they finished grocery shopping and went home. he unpacked everything and put it in its rightful place.

"ma get to cooking please," drake said super excited finally eat his mothers cooking again.

"okay, okay you act as if you haven't eaten in decades." mamma G exaggerated. mamma G got to cooking while nicki and drake sat there playing. he kept poking, and tickling her trying to making her laugh, which he did successfully.

"stop poking me," nick giggled while looking for his hands. he started kissing her all around her face and neck making nicki giggled even more. mamma G would occasionally glance back at them and smile. she can truly say she never seen him so happy.

"drake stop!!" she yelled trying to be serious but it ended up being an epic fail.

"aubrey drake graham leave her alone. get your hands off of her this instance," mamma G commanded.

"yes ma'am," drake said while raising his hands in defeat. nicki was dying of laughter by then. when mamma G turned around drake whisper in nicki's ear, "you got me in trouble i'm going to get you back." mamma G was almost finished with dinner and right on time to it was 9:50 p.m. she turned around and found drake messing with nicki again.

"aubrey!!" she yelled.

"sorry mom." he said backing away from nicki again.

"set the table i'm almost finished."

"okay."he grabbed the plates and the utensils and set the table. he went back over to nicki and they were joking around till mamma G finished preparing the food.

"okay go sit at the table, the food is finished." drake helped nicki out of the stool she was sitting in and led her to the dinning room table. he pulled her chair out sat her down and pushed her in. the dinner went by smoothly. mamma G got better acquainted with nicki and they seemed to bond in a way that nicki couldn't understand. drake was so into his plate to endulge in the conversation. when they were done they made drake wash the plates while they talked and walked all the way to there rooms.mamma G took a shower and went to bed. nicki was walking around drakes room looking for her night wear. she usually wears booty shorts with a tank top or a big t-shirt. she was going through everything that could be opened. nicki organizes her stuff in a way that she could easily get it without having to see it.

"drake!!"

"what!!"

"i can't find my pajamas."

"what do they look like," he asked while entering his room.

" some shorts and a tank top," she replied. it took drake awhile but he found it under a pile of clothes.  

"here," drake said shaky because the length of the shorts. as soon as he put her pajamas in her hand she started shedding clothes.

"oh do you want me to go?"

"no i don't care," she said while taking of her shoes.

*DRAKE*

it felt like the room increased in temperature. or was it just me? it fascinates me how any simple action she does can turn me on. when she took off her shirt and revealed her curves and black lace bra uncovering her plump juice breast. then when she slid off her jeans uncovering her navy blue thong and that ass, drizzy junior stood straight up.

"damn is it getting extremely hot in here or is it just me?" i had to ask cause i'm burning the hell up in here.

"no i think it's just you. i feel fine," she said while putting on her tank top.

"oh okay i'll be right back."

"okay." i had to get up out of there before i do something i regret. i'm one of those people who gets some often but ever since i met nicki i haven't gotten anything and i think it is affecting me. i went downstairs and cracked open a bottle of beer so to get my mind right. no matter how drunk i got pictures of her body kept popping in my head. when  got to my third bottle i was flat out drunk. i sluggishly dragged myself upstairs and entered my room to find nicki curled up in my covers. she looked so beautiful when she sleeps. i walked over to her side of the bed and kissed her cheek and forehead before taking off my clothes till i was only in my boxers. i went to the other side of the bed and within a few minutes i was knocked out.


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time to teach ch.18

nicki strolled in drake's room like it was her's. she had a bone to pick with him.

"drake! wake up!!!" she said while crawling on his bed. drake didn't even flinch he just laid there still. nicki bumped into his foot and crawled up his body.

"drake!!!" she yelled while hitting him. drake started to stir. she kept hitting him till she heard him groan.

"what,"he asked clearly aggravated.

"you said you would teach me how to paint like four months ago and you still haven't," nicki said while crossing her arms and sitting on what she thought was his stomach but was his chest. drake started to snicker at how cute she sounded when she was upset.

"what's so fucking funny? i'm serious Aubrey teach me how to paint or i'll never talk to you again." drake laughed even harder at her attempt to be intimidating.

"first off i told you i would teach you 2 months ago. second you can't not talk to me because third you live at my house. fourth you love me to much that's your fucking problem," drake said while getting comfortable again in his bed and closing his eyes.

"i'm serious i won't talk to you till you teach me," nicki said holding her ground.

"fine suite yourself,"drake said moving nicki off him and going to his bathroom. he relieved himself then brushed his teeth. he got his towel and took a thirty minute shower. he stepped out his bathroom with his towel wrapped around his waist and another one drying his hair and face. she was still there laying on his sheets with her feet dangling off the bed.

"what happened never speaking to me," drake joked. she said nothing to him. she just laid there facing the ceiling. drake walked to his bed and sat right beside her. 

"so you mad." 

"................." he still got no response. 

"fine by me i find it peaceful to not hear you complain like you do everyday," he said all in her face just to annoy her. she still said nothing. 

" okay you act as if i'm not here i can do the same." he started to roll over her still wet  from his shower. she started to squirm under him.

"UUUGGGHHHH!!!!!" she let out a little wet from his actions.

"i'm sorry nicki i didn't see you there. but what was that that came out your mouth were you talking to me?" he asked ignorantly. nicki said nothing once again but by the look on her face she was mad.

"oh i thought you said something my bad." he got up and open his drawer and put on his boxers. he threw his now drenched towel on her. she tried getting it off her but it was an epic fail. drake started laughing. when she finally got it off she was raging mad and wet. she stormed out his room bumping into things in the process but she didn't care. she went into her room, which was right across from his, and slammed the door. drake was dead by then he was ctfu. 

"i'm sorry nicki i thought you wanted to dry off," drake said still laughing. when he settled down he got dressed. since he was basically his own boss he gave himself the day off so he could teach nicki how to paint. but he still wanted to play this through for as long as he could it was fun for him. he started to think about what he should do next to annoy her. nicki stayed in her room till she got hungry and slowly went downstairs to go find something to eat. she would have asked drake to make some breakfast like he always does but she was serious about not talking to him. she could hear him coming down the stairs and into the kitchen. she felt for one of the stools that was in his kitchen and just sat there while he started breakfast. he constantly look over to her and smiled. when he was finished he ate his plate in her face while she just sat there. her stomach started to rumble.

"oh you hungry? see i made you a plate but i'm not sure if you would like it. i made your favorite but i'm not sure if you would want it. do you nic do you want bacon, waffles, and eggs with tropical fruit punch?" he asked knowing it would be only a matter of time before she'd talk to him. but something else happened something that threw him off. she started crying. she got out of her chair and dragged herself upstairs, while drake sat there stunned.

"did that really just happen?" he asked himself out loud. he felt bad and went after her. when he got to her room he could hear her crying from outside her door. when he walked in he saw her face down in her pillow crying. 

"nicki i'm sorry i didn't mean to make you cry," he said while walking over to her and rubbing her back. he picked her up trying to see her face but she covered it with her hands. he held her and her head feel straight into his neck. 

"nic i was just kidding about not teaching you how to paint. i swear  was gonna do it this afternoon. you don't need to talk to me to eat your breakfast it was in front of you the whole time. i'm sorry for being a jerk and when you finish eating i'll teach you how to paint," he said still rubbing her back. 

"you promise," she asked muffled because she was talking in his neck.

"yeah i promise."

"okay," she jumped out his grasp and went downstairs. drake followed her feeling played. he saw her bump into a corner.

"that's what you get," drake said taking no time to let nicki process what just happened. 

"aww you mad," she said amused by what she did.

"why would you even do that?"

"cause you were being mean and wouldn't teach me. then you tried to make me starve to death. plus i knew if i cried you would teach me and let me eat because your a little softy."

"no i'm not," drake said offended.

"whatever where is my food cause i'm hungry and the sooner i eat the sooner i paint."

"i shouldn't even feed your lien ass," drake said while washing a fork for her.

"you still mad about that. that happened like two minutes ago get over it," she said with a smile plastered on her face. he put the fork in her right hand and her plate in the other.

"hurry up and eat ms. actress." nicki bum rushed her plate and was finished in less than 10 minutes.

"done," she said with a full mouth. this made drake smile because he thought that was just adorable. he took her dishes and washed them. he got a paper towel and wet it. then he wiped the syrup from around her mouth. nicki hated it when he did that it made her feel like a baby.

"ugh drake i could have done that myself," she said smacking his hands.

"mhm whatever you wouldn't of even known that you had syrup on your face if i didn't do this. i don't wanna do this as much as you don't want me to." drake was lying his ass off he loved wiping nicki's face because it gave him time to just look into her eyes. she always looking down or sometimes straight ahead but never up at him. he feels as if she avoids eye contact with him. not on purpose of course, but he is always tempted to tilt her head up at him and talk to her with his eyes. but since she obviously can't do that he settles with the few seconds of eye connection he gets when he cleans things off her face.

"happy i'm done."

"yay painting time!" drake took her hand and led her outside. they walked past the pool and to the little guest house that he turned into a house for his art.

"welcome to my art house, where all my art is created and perfected. over here is the painting area where i'll teach you how to paint." drake picked her up and placed her in stool. he pushed a canvas right in front of her and opened some tubs of paint.

"okay nicki what do you want to paint?"

" i wanna paint a sunset," nicki said eagerly.

"okay lets get started." drake and nicki were in the art house for 2 hours. they blew past 10 canvases and half of each tub of paint. teaching nicki how to pant was harder than he thought.

"i can't do this. i don't wanna paint anymore," she said dropping the brush.

"don't give up you mess up at the same spot the rest of it looks great. try one more time."

"how can fix my mistake......if i can't even see it?" nicki asked putting her head down.

"are you really going to let that run your who life." nicki didn't say anything to him.

"fine," drake said while pulling a stool up behind her.

"paint till i tell you to stop," drake instructed her. she started off the painting the sunset she saw in her head. she stopped when she heard him say stop and his hands covered hers. he started guiding her hand on the canvas. he helped her finish the rest of the painting.

"how does it look," she asked.

"it looks beautiful. so beautiful that it would be perfect in one of my exhibits."

"really?" nicki asked joyfully.

" yup mater of fact i'll be the first painting in my new exhibit."

"really?"

"yes and stop asking me that," he said while getting some pant and wiping it on her face..

"drake what did you just put on my face."

"paint," he said while laughing and taking the painting upstairs to dry. when he got downstairs nicki was standing there with her hand behind her back waiting for him.

"drake?"

"yeah."

"come here."

" what you need," drake asked not expecting anything.

"where are you?"

"i'm right i front of you."

"good," she said before swinging a tub of paint in front of her getting purple paint all over him.

"ha ha you think your funny huh. you think slick huh," he said while getting a tub of paint.

"yes but you better not be doing what i think you're doing drake."

"what? 'm not doing nothing."

"drake if you pour paint on me i'll hurt you."

"mhm," drake said while walking up behind her and dumping blue paint on her head. that just started a paint war between the two. nicki was throwing paint willy nilly hopping to get him, while he chased her around the room pouring pain all over her. nicki got some good hits too but she was more covered in paint than he was. she was so wet she slipped and fell sliding on the floor.

"ugh drake i hate you," she laughed. she got up and ran into the door. she felt around hit the knob. she finally realized it was a door and opened it. he chased her around the backyard. she had no idea where she was going she was just running. she ran all the way into the pool. drake went in after her and helped her upper body above the water.

"drake you have a freaking ocean?" she asked while coughing up some water.

"no you fell into my pool," he laughed. she started laughing as well.

"get me out," she giggled. drake got out first and picked nicki out the water. they slid themselves in the house.

" i'm going to go take a shower," nicki said.

"okay if you need any help call for me okay."

"okay," she said. drake got a towel and put it on  the couch before he sat down. today was perfect for drake. he heard water running from upstairs meaning nicki was okay. drake started to doze off on the couch. but before he could fully go to sleep his door bell rang.


this is the sunset drake and nicki painted


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get back to it ch.17

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nicki woke up from her slumber completely exhausted. this nap was definitely added to the list of most uncomfortable sleeps ever. she tried to get up but all she felt was immense pain running through her body.

"drake.......drake..........drake," she kept calling his name but got no response. she tried to move again but stopped when she felt a sharp pain in her wrist. she started whining and grunting in agony.

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"you can't spit game for your life," she said while they both started laughing.

"i'm sorry i wasn't trying to spit game if i was you would be naked by now," drake said with such cockiness in his voice.

"really try me."

"okay if you insist." drake went around her and wrapped his arms around her and leaned into her ear. "so what will it take for me to be able to wake up to your beautiful face tomorrow morning," he said kissing her neck after every word. her breath got caught in he throat. she tried her hardest not to moan when she felt his lips on her neck.

"um..........i-i-i-i don't know," she said relaxed in his arms.

"my place or yours," he asked.

"definitely yours," she replied. he grabbed her hand and led her outside. the valet just pulled up with his car and tossed drake the keys. he tried to help her in but she wouldn't move. he looked down at her confused. he started to hear faint noises. he turned away and held his head trying to focus and make out what the voice was saying. he heard his name being called along with some sobbing of some sort. he turned around to ask his date if she heard the noises to but she wasn't there neither was the car. his surrounds started to disappear and his vision started getting blurry.

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drake woke up drowsy the sounds were more louder and clear. he sprung up when he heard nicki calling him clearly in pain. he swung open the guest room door and ran to her bed side.

"nicki what's wrong?"

"i don't know i'm in so much pain i can barely move," she said out of breath.

" where?"

" drake everywhere i can't move," she said before she started panicking.

"nicki calm down okay," drake said while trying to pick her up without hurting her. when he got her comfortably in his arms he took her to his room and laid her on his bed. he went into his bathroom and set a blazing hot, lavender vanilla bubble bath to relax her muscles.

"nic i'm going to go pick up your prescription from the pharmacy. i set you a bath to soak in till i get back okay?"

" wait you're going to leave me  here alone," nicki asked while he carried her to his bathroom. he sat her on his bathroom counter.

"just for a lit..tle while," drake replied dazed at the sight of her breast when her shirt uncovered them. he didn't notice his hands had slipped down to her waist as he just stared at her perfectly round chest. all he could think of was what he could do with them. he was pulled out of his thoughts by grunts from nicki trying to take her shirt of  with her uninjured hand.

"oh i'm sorry," he slowly took of her shirt then her jeans. to him it felt as if the temperature had increased thirty degrees as he was getting to his favorite part. he couldn't wait to see what was under her plain bra and her innocent panties that she made look sexy. the things he could do to a good girl that will make her anything but innocent.

"drake i got it from here," nicki said while slowly sliding off the counter.

"huh?"

"i got it from here hurry up and get my prescription before my body parts fall off one by one."

"you sure i don't mind at all-"

"yeah i'm sure. close the door on your way out," she interrupted.

"oh okay um how are you gonna-"

"gonna what?"

"uh never mind," drake said while slowly walking out the door and closing it like she asked. he got his jacket and headed to the pharmacy. he was cursing at himself for even thinking about taking advantage of nicki like that.

"has it been that long since i got some?" drake asked out loud. he pulled up to the pharmacy and got her meds. drake was on his way back to the house. when he pulled up into the driveway he checked his watch. nicki was released from the hospital at 9 a.m it is now 6 p.m they basically slept through the whole day. he was somewhat confused. he always did something productive throughout the day. he can't stand people who waste there day doing nothing. drake shook it off. he opened the door and went upstairs in his room where he found nicki asleep in his tub. he admired her facial expression as she slept. she had the cutest pout on her face and her perfect eyebrows arched in such away that he wanted to paint her just as she was. he walked to the tub and bent down to her level. he shook her slowly waking her up.

"drake?" she asked in a whisper while her eyes were still closed.

"yeah it's me i got your prescription and it came with some cream that will take some tension of you'r wrist and other tensed up areas."

"okay. can you get me a towel?"

"sure," drake went to his closest to get some extra towels.

"here," he said with his head down unfolding the towel. she stood up in tub and put her hands up. this completely caught drake of guard resulting in him dropping the towel. he kept his eyes on her face as he picked the towel up and wrapped it around her body. he picked her up and she wrapped her legs around his waist and laid her head on his shoulder. he carried her to his bed and laid out some boxers and a t-shirt.

"just put those on," he said still dazed by what just occurred in the bathroom.

"what and where?"

"some boxers and a t-shirt. you can wear those till i get some of your clothes. they're on your right," he said while going back to his tub and letting the water drain. he went to his sink and washed his face. he looked at himself in the mirror and shook his head.

"this is going to be hard," he meant to say to himself but he said out loud.

"what's going to be hard?" nicki asked in the other room.

"nothing don't worry about it. umm are you hungry we missed lunch so what do you want for dinner?"

"i want Chinese food," she replied with the boxers and shirt already on.

"okay take out it is," he said while he went to his cellphone to order the food. once he did that the room went silent. nicki was just laying there barely moving. drake just watching her. it was like this for a good 30 minutes before the food arrived. after drake paid for it he brought it up to his room not sure if nicki will be able to come downstairs and eat it in the kitchen.

"nicki are you still sore can you sit up?"

"yeah i'm good," she said slowly sitting up. he placed her spoon in her right hand and her food in her lap.

"thank you." they started eating silently. drake felt awkward so he struck up a conversation.

"so nicki when are you going to get back to your art."

"i don't know i haven't been inspired much since they kept me in that hospital."

"oh i know it must have been hell for you. i can't stand being away from my art for a day, you were gone for three weeks."

"mhm and they wouldn't let me walk around i just sat there all day. they burned all my creativity."

"how do you get inspired?" drake asked with a mouth full of rice.

"well i touch things and imagine what they are by there texture and structure. then i make it out of mold. i've always wanted to paint them but i don't really know how to considering my condition," she said while putting her head down. drake looked at his food for awhile before looking back at her. he turned her so she was facing him.

"if you want i can teach. i specialize in drawing and painting i can teach you," he said while lifting her head.

"really you can teach me how to paint?"

"yeah no problem."nicki cracked a smile.

"i'll take you up on that offer mr. Graham." the look on her face made him just smile. this is the nicki he loved to talk to and be around. not the sad nicki or the angry at the world nicki, but the happy to be here nicki. they continued to talk all throughout the night and into the early morning just enjoying each others company.

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nicki woke up from her slumber completely exhausted. this nap was definitely added to the list of most uncomfortable sleeps ever. she tried to get up but all she felt was immense pain running through her body.

"drake.......drake..........drake," she kept calling his name but got no response. she tried to move again but stopped when she felt a sharp pain in her wrist. she started whining and grunting in agony.

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"you can't spit game for your life," she said while they both started laughing.

"i'm sorry i wasn't trying to spit game if i was you would be naked by now," drake said with such cockiness in his voice.

"really try me."

"okay if you insist." drake went around her and wrapped his arms around her and leaned into her ear. "so what will it take for me to be able to wake up to your beautiful face tomorrow morning," he said kissing her neck after every word. her breath got caught in he throat. she tried her hardest not to moan when she felt his lips on her neck.

"um..........i-i-i-i don't know," she said relaxed in his arms.

"my place or yours," he asked.

"definitely yours," she replied. he grabbed her hand and led her outside. the valet just pulled up with his car and tossed drake the keys. he tried to help her in but she wouldn't move. he looked down at her confused. he started to hear faint noises. he turned away and held his head trying to focus and make out what the voice was saying. he heard his name being called along with some sobbing of some sort. he turned around to ask his date if she heard the noises to but she wasn't there neither was the car. his surrounds started to disappear and his vision started getting blurry.

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my b-day

okay so today is my birthday and for the whole month of february i've been working on my science project imma finish today (ik sad way to celebrate your birthday) and if i still have time imma post a new chapter if i dont imma have to do it later.

i wanna stay with you ch.16

authors note: i wanna give a shout out to Danielle B and Jamesha Robinson for being my first ever comments yall rock for that. even though i'm sick i'm still posting this chapter cause they made me that happy.

     nicki had been in the hospital for three weeks now. today was the day she got out. the doctors believe that her injuries have healed enough and were relieved that she was leaving. nicki was what the  doctors called the patient out of  hell. she wouldn't eat, cried all day, wouldn't take her meds, and tried countless times to escape. she fought with the nurses and the doctor and wouldn't let anyone visit her but drake. the hospital was more than happy to get nicki out of there.

"okay mr. graham her internal bleeding has stopped, she still have some scratches and bruises. her broken wrist will be fully healed in three weeks here is her discharge papers,"the nurse said super fast trying to speed things up.


"um thank you can i get her perscripti......"


"'here you go got it right here now sign here and you can take her home," the nurse interrupted  with such eagerness.


"okay," drake replied looking for a pen. "do you have a....."


"here," she interrupted throwing a pen at him. he signed the paper and took the prescription.

"wait here while i go get her," the nurse said before she ran to nicki's room. two minutes later she came back rolling nicki in a wheelchair. "have a nice life- i mean day" the nurse said with a fake smile.


"yeah thanks,"drake said unconvinced. drake led nicki to the car and helped her in.


"where are we going?" nicki asked while drake put on her seat belt.


"i'm going to take you home."


"no i'm not going back there. take me anywhere but there," nicki demanded.


"you have to go home because all your stuff is there. haven't you ignored them enough you wouldn't let them visit you when they did come you gave them the silent treatment. nicki enough is enough,"drake reasoned.


"i didn't ignore them i ignored lauren and  don't want to be around her."


"why?"


"because she is a bitch that needs to learn how to keep my families name out her mouth,"nicki said through clenched teeth. the car got silent drake didn't know what to tell her to change her mind. she seemed pretty serious about it. nicki crossed her arms over her chest and let the tear she has been holding on to slowly fall down her cheek. drake, not wanting to upset her even more, gave up.


"okay then where do you want to go?" drake asked starting the car.


"can i stay with you please. just for awhile," she asked uncrossing her arms.


"i don't know if that is a good idea what if......."


"please just for awhile i don't want to go back there," nicki pleaded wiping her eyes. the car went silent again and he turned the car off.


"i don't know  how to take care of you like lauren and tt does. it would be best for your well being if you stay with them."


"i am not a baby i don't need anybody to take care of me," nicki said raising her voice.


"then why are you asking to live with me? huh? nic you're not eligible to live by yourself and you know that. you need someone to be with you and it would be safer and wise to live with the people you grew up with," drake reasoned.


"drake please," nicki was barely able to get out through the tears. drake was stressed out and just wanted to go home and take a hot shower. if taking nicki with him would make the process faster then he was willing to do that.


"alright nicki just.......just stop crying please."


"thanks,"  nicki said while feeling for him and giving him a hug. drake started the car and drove to his condo. by the time he got there she was sleeping against the window. he turned the car off and went over to the passenger's side of the car. he opened the door slowly and caught her head before it fell. he unbuckled her seat belt and carried her inside the house. he laid her down in the guest room before he went to his room and took a long hot shower. he got out and went straight to bed with nothing but his boxers on.

"this is gong to take a lot of getting used to.



*comment please*

please hold me pt.3 ch.15

*PRESENT*


     "nicki where are you!?!?!" lauren asked panicking.  "I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!" nick cried. tt took the phone away from lauren, "nicki don't say that... just tell me where you are and i'll come pick you up and we can talk about it," tt reasoned. all she heard as a response on the other line was sobbing, sniffling and the pitter patter of rain in the back ground. "nicki.....nicki....nic please answer me," tt pleaded. nicki was breathing so hard contemplating her next move. "goodbye," "what nicki wai....." tt was interrupted by the buzzing of lauren's phone indicating the call ended.

      nicki started walking. every step she took her vision became more clearer and she became younger. the rain was clearing up and soon there was nothing but the moon in the sky. she continued to walk until she was in front of  her childhood home, as the ten year old onika. she walked up the stairs to her front porch and stood there. she hesitantly reached for the door knob then stopped. she took a deep breath and put her hand on the knob. slowly she turned the knob and walked in. she was bum rushed by her mom yelling her name and hugging and kissing her.

"nicki are you okay?!did anyone try to hurt you?! carol panicked while checking if she had any bruises or scratches."don't you ever run out like that do you understand me onika?"

"yes mommy,"nicki replied on the verge of tears. nicki felt like she had no control of her body. she felt as if she was there re living the worst day of her life. carol seeing her daughter a little out of it, engulfed nicki into a huge embrace. nicki soaked it all in missing her mothers hugs.

"are you hungry?" carol asked still hugging nicki.

"no," nicki replied.

"okay got upstairs and go to bed okay?"

"okay mommy,"nick made her way up stairs and to do what her mom told her to do. her older brother already went to sleep. so she went straight into the room that she shared with her younger brother. he was asleep too. she crawled into her bed.

"no don't go to sleep!!! you have to save your family!!! nooo!!!" nicki screamed while her body was slowly going to sleep. she closed her eyes only to be awoken by smell of smoke. nicki jumped out of her bed. the room was filled with smoke. she ran over to her little brothers bed, "makiya wake up!!" nicki screamed. he didnt move. nicki kept trying but soon the smoke became to much. she was coughing violently. she ran out the room and stumbled down the stars. "MOM!!!!!....JELANI!!!!...." she screamed but got no answer.

"nicki.....nicki.....nicki....nicki..." she heard her name being called in the distance. she started yelling there names again but she got no response. she felt her body being roughly shaken. she woke up in a pile of tears, 24 years old and blind. she was breathing heavily and her skin felt like it was on fire. a fast beeping sound in the background made nicki panic even more. she felt someone hold her.

" shhhhh it's all right you're okay i got you, i got you," drake said calming her down, she relaxed in his arms.

"where am i," nicki choked out.

" you're in the hospital don't worry you're okay," drake replied. the beeping on her monitor  was slowing down.

" hold me tighter drake," she pleaded.

"okay," he held her closer to him while pressing a button on the side of her bed calling for a nurse."just go back to sleep okay?" she shook  her head then fell asleep on his chest.

*sorry for any eras *